Teardrops On My Guitar

D looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

D talks to me
I laugh, cause it's so funny
That I can't even see..
Anyone, when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

D walks by me
Can he tell that I cant breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky, cause....

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

D looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see......

Letting go..

words failed me..

still digesting..
d fact dat my hopes n dreams are shattered into pieces.. in juz a blink of d eyes..
by those 3 simple words..
d fact dat i lost sumthin so precious.. without ever getting d chance to fight for it..
bcoz of those 3 simple words..
d fact dat those 3 simple, simple words..
possess amazingly greater power.. dat stole d light away from my life..
n changed it forever..

how do u let go.. of sumthin dat mean so much..
i need to let go.. of sumthin dat mean so much..
teach me how to let go of sumthin dat mean so much..
coz its killing me rite now..
its eatin me inside..
i'm broken beyond repairs..

my hope n dream.. found his own hope n dream..
which dont have me as a part of d storyline..
heck, i never ever been a part of it in d first place..
coz i'm never ever been 'there' in d first place..
n never ever will be..

his hopes n dreams started with d broken of mine..
his new fairytale started with d ending of mine..
n where will dat leave me?

i need to let go..
help me to let go..


halie