Monday, January 14, 2008

Nu Year's Raving..

elloo people!!

we meet again in a brand nu post, on a brand nu day, of a brand nu year. its been quite some time since my last post. been busy lately. wat wif a nu semester starting, have 2 make sure dat d labs r in gud condition, all d equipments functioning, n more n more nu weird equipments arriving (all of which confused d h*** out of me). starting dis year also, utar will be implementing “five-day work week” meaning no more working saturdays. woohoo! unless its overtime which can be claim so i'm not complaining.

on d downside, we (d labs slave) now have 2 start wearing uniforms, for safety reason they said. personally i think they juz dont want us 2 be mistaken as d lecturers (jeles la tu) coz most of us (d girls especially) melaram dgn jayanya 2 work daily. u cant blame us 4 trying 2 look gud 4 public eyes can u? back 2 d uniform, did i mention d uniform's hideous? it is. let me describe it 4 u. it consists of a shirt n a pant. d shirt is grey in color (grey?) i mean they can choose blue or brown but they have 2 choose grey didn't they? d pants' blue black (sbijik cam sluar bebdk skolah rendah) n its d men design. u nou how men pants differ from women pants. while d women pants usually bigger in d bottom part of d pants, d men pants bigger in d top parts. so unflattering. it juz make ur thighs n behind look bigger. n 2 top it all, it is made from materials dat make u feel like u've been encased wif a portable sauna all day long. but surprisingly, my boss was being very cool about it. d 1st thing he said 2 me when i got back from collecting d uniform was " wat stupid uniform did they gave u? dont wear, dont wear!" haha. bgus btul my boss. cyg mr. ho. huhu.

last week has been very stressful 4 me tho. i've been tangled up in some sort of dilemma regarding my future. i've been offered a very tempting yet risky proposal from a (thoughtful?) hamba Allah who said he/she is juz suggesting dis bcoz he/she juz want us 2 have a successful life in d future. after much thinking, deliberating, weighing n brainstorming (wif a couple of headache thrown in d way), i finally decided dat unfortunately i had 2 turn down d offer. i mean there's a lot of risks involved n so many things at stake here. i also took into consideration some advices from people dat matters. n deep down i juz dont have a good feeling about all dis. of coz i have 2 go n trust my instinct.

but by turning it down i might have jeopardized my relationship wif dis person but as a defend 2 myself, dis is regarding my future. i repeat MY future! not his/hers or others. MINE. n at d end of d day, i'm d one who will take responsibilies of every single action of mine. not him/her. n dis offer is juz suicide. i'm not gonna risk my future on something dat seem so far-fetched 2 d mind. if he/she is really thinking of my wellbeings, he/she will understand instead of threatening me in 'dat' way of him/hers. also, he/she will not be willing 2 end our longtime friendship juz bcoz i refused 2 go his/her way. wat's fair in dat? watever it is i juz dont give a d*** coz i nou i'm making d rite decision n if he/she cant see dat well d h*** wif him/her. i juz cant be bothered by someone who is so self-centered as dat. n if he/she dont wanna be associated wif me anymore juz bcoz of some stupid things as dis then dats his/her lost not mine. (yes i'm mad! seriously mad at dis makhluk).

enuff of dat. (dont wanna ruin my mood wif d stupid thing). last nite i went 2 d 8tv rockin bday concert. it was a BLAST! had d chance 2 see che'nelle (i fell in luv wif d dj), hujan (hujan best! was singing along wif them thruout their performance.. n so does d crowd!), meet uncle hussain (lalalala), bittersweet (anak cik dayang), faizal tahir (bukak baju satu2, then baling 2 d crowd until he's topless. dh mcm tiger show plak), suki oiam, jaclyn victor, n d 8tv quickie hosts. but sadly, due 2 our lateness, i missed d performance of d one n only band dat i long 2 see. pop shuvit (they was d opening act). waaa sedey! i wanna see rudy abusing d drumset! sob sob.

nonetheless, on dis 24th my other fav drummer boy, dino n d cannon boys will be performing at laundry d curve 4 d campurchart. i dont think i'm gonna be there tho. i mean me in a place like dat would be so weird. dont wori guys i'm still gonna support u from far. n on d 27th my other fav drummer (n bro 2 d other two), andy n his band estranged will be rockin d AJL stage in d pop rock category. itu kamu best! (i'm writing mcm la all dis band read my blog) x kisah la kn, nothin can stop me from supporting my fav drummer trio till d end. azlan, azril, azwin rocks!

fuh!! x ingat dunia aku menaip. maklum la lame x post. lpas gian la katekn. better stop now coz its lunch time! lapar giler ni. wanna go n attack any places wif foods. sila gerun ye wahai pmilik2 gerai mkn skalian. muahahaha!!

me out!!