Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year comes and New Year goes..


May you get a clean bill of health from your dentist, your cardiologist, your gastro-endocrinologist, your urologist, your proctologist, your podiatrist, your psychiatrist, your gynecologist, your plumber and the IRS.

May your hair, your teeth, your face-lift, your abs and your stocks not fall; and may your blood pressure, your triglycerides, your cholesterol, your white blood count and your mortgage interest not rise.

May you find a way to travel from anywhere to anywhere in the rush hour in less than an hour, and when you get there may you find a parking space.

May Wednesday evening, December 31, find you seated around the dinner table, together with your beloved family and cherished friends, ushering in the new year ahead. You will find the food better, the environment quieter, the cost much cheaper, and the pleasure much more fulfilling than anything else you might ordinarily do that night.

May you wake up on January 1st, finding that the world has not come to an end, the lights work, the water faucets flow, and the sky has not fallen.

May what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them.

May someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues.

May you remember to say "I love you" at least once a day to your spouse, your child, your parents, your friends; but not to your secretary, your nurse, your masseuse, your hairdresser or your tennis instructor.

May we live as God intended, in a world at peace and the awareness of His love in every sunset, every flower's unfolding petals, every baby's smile, every lover's kiss, and every wonderful, astonishing, miraculous beat of our heart.

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Isn't It Funny?

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry

It's funny how forever never seems to really last
It's funny how much you'd loose if you forgot about your past

It's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down
It's funny how when you need someone they're never around

It's funny how people can change and think they're so much better
It's funny how many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'

It's funny how people can forgive even though they can't forget
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret

It's funny how ironic life turns out to be,
But the funniest part is, that none of it is funny to me..

Friday, December 19, 2008

19 December, 1982 @ 5.10PM

26 years ago on this very day a bouncing baby gurl was born to a very lovely couple, En. Abd Hali* n Pn. Nor^*^. she is their first child so its very understandable that she's very special to them (cewah!). so they named her a name that is a combination of both of their names to show how special she is to them. they named her N^o*hali*^. N^o* taken from her mother's name n Hali*^ is a derivation of her father's name. n they decided to call her Halie (this name wont last long however. thx to one ahmad albab syndrome.) n now they contented themselves by calling her kakak instead which she dont mind a bit. n 26 years later that baby blossomed (n i really mean 'blossomed') to a fine n 'healthy' girl (woman?). n the rest they say is history. hehe.

so ladies n gentlemen, today i officially am more than a quarter of a century old. not as old as the pyramids but surely older than menara kuala lumpur la. i'm so thankful that i'm still breathing on this very day. so thankful of the life that i lead rite now. thankful of all the lovely people n those blessings i have in my life. i'm still bujang but i dont have a complain of how my life is rite now. n i'm up for a change to the better for sure.

thx to all those darling people who remembered my bday n send their wish to me. walau di henfon, facebook, myspace, friendster, personally dan sbgainya thank u so much. x menang tgn daku mereplynya (mcm la rmai sgt org ingt bday dia). love u guys so. muahh!! n of coz i do have my wishlist for my bday but i'm not gonna tell u coz u noe what they say, ur wish wont come true if u let ppl noe. superstitious me. haha. but i'm gonna let u in on one of them which is...

i hope to be able to look like this woman in 30 years!!

she's 56 years old! can u believe it? heck, i never even manage to look like her at 26 let alone wanna look like her at 56. the fairness n equality of the world. sigh..

have a great weekend peeps! me wanna go n get use to being 26. haha. daaa.....

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Ur dimples wont win me back this time u sorry excuse of a man!!!

note: dear readers (if i have any), please dont waste ur time reading this post. this post is one of my many 'mlepaskn-geram-dan-perasaan-yg-tbuku-di-hati' post. instead of wasting ur precious time here better u guys use it to spend on other useful activities ie memasak, membasuh, merumput, bercucuk tanam, berkebun, mengecat rumah dan sebagainya. still wanna read this? suit urself. dont say i dont warn ya.

he came back
after all these years only now he came back??
n on a day before my bday even? wth..
him n his fcukin dimples juz waltzed back into my life
n acted like nothin ever happen
like he never go anywhere for these past 5 years
like he's alwiz here with me all this while
like he never leave..

who did he thinks he is huh?
to come n go whenever he wish.
does he think i dont have a life beside him?
does he think he's the center of my universe or something?

how dare he?
how dare he to think that after all that he had done he can come back to me
how dare he to think that after all those heartache he caused i can forgive him juz like that
how dare him to do what he did
how dare he to treat me like this
how dare he, the ungrateful filth!

what happened to him?
what happened to that guy that i used to know?
who used to alwiz been there for me thru thick n thin
who used to be my shoulder to cry on
who used to be my clown n cheerleader
who had climbed up that walkway's roof in his kain pelikat to retrieve my fallen glasses
who liked to stare at me when we studied together n shamelessly told me that he had a strong feeling that he's gonna marry me someday
what happened to him?
coz the guy standing in front of me right now is a stranger
n i dont even know him at all

the most surprising thing is,
i dont hate him
yes u heard me, i dont hate him
nor do i still love him
n come to think about it, i dont think i had ever love him before
at least not the kinda love u felt for a lover
what i had felt for him last time was juz love towards a bf
bf as in bestfriend not boyfriend
n also a generous feelings of pity n sympathy
yes i pitied him
the sad n needy being that was him 5 years ago
so different from the charming n lovable guy that was him when i 1st met him

i dont hate him
i dont love him
n that's the worse thing
why? bcoz now i dont have any feelings left towards him
no hate, no love, no nothin, nada
it's juz hollow, n emptiness
n that is the worse feeling to have on anybody ever
when all u feel for somebody is juz emptiness
that means u have stopped to care for them
n when u stop caring meaning it's the end of their existence in ur precious life
the end. fullstop.

last words for him..
so long n goodbye
n please dont ever come back
coz that special place u had in my heart?
it's gone.
n i'm planning to give it to someone else
who's more worthy of me than u ever did
so take that sorry a** of urs n berambus!

no wait!!
i changed my mind
u can stay where u are
coz i'm not gonna give u another chance to leave me again
this time it's my turn
my turn to leave u
u can stay where u are
n see me walk away instead
yes, this is me walking away from u
so long a******!!!

footnote: i now realize that i'm not evil enough to use extreme swearwords. i had to think more than twice to even include all those swearwords u read above. what can i say, deep down i'm still a pretty nice gal. ^_^

Monday, December 15, 2008

I tagged u n u tagged me back?!!

telah ditagged oleh cik teiya plak utk tag yg sama. kita tag dia, dia tag kita blik plak. bila nk abeh tag ni camni..

1. The last person to tag you was?
sila baca nama di atas..

2. Your relationship with him/her?
i) like tkah, she's oso my adik lain mak lain bpk
ii) my ahli persatuan belon2 sedunia
iii) birasku (mr double a *hint hint*)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
i) like me tkah n rin, she's oso mempunyai kapla hotak yg agak saiko
ii) super bright (straight A student tu. siap kuar paper lg.)
iii) sweet, nice n a good cook. (sorg calon menantu yg ideal. borang pmohonan bleh diapply dr sy)
iv) pweetty
v) suka adik kpd abg dinosaur

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
same with tkah, bliau sudi menjadi adikku. i rely appreciate all my sis. luv ya'all. muaahhh!!!

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
all those things she wrote bout me in this same tag on her blog. terharu tau. tenkiu dear..

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you..
it feels weird imagining this but if she's (she??) my lover i'm gonna treat her (her??) right la..

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
"i try not to wish bad things for anybody." kataku smbil membuat muka suci..

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
i donno how she's gonna improve on it but i do prefer my lover to be taller than me. no offence babe. huhu.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
for the same reason if i become her enemy (according to her in her blog) which is we (me n her) marry the other bro instead i.e she marry belon n i marry galah. tidaaakk!!!

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are
hope to persuade my adik ipar itu to masuk meminang her. or kalu susah2 sgt i'm gonna pinangkn him for her. or kalu x jln gak kita kidnap je mamat btuah itu pastu balut chantek2, ikat bow bagai, ltak cymbal sbgai topi, taruk dlm kotak n special delivery-ed him at her doorstep. imagine the chaos it will cause. my mom-in-law will kill me for kidnapping her precious baby boy. haha.

11. Overall impression towards him/her
we've never once met but i oredi love her like my own flesh n blood. i think that's sayin sumthin..

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
she's sugar, spice n evrythin nice. like balloons. who doesnt like balloons? evrybody love balloons. so evrybody will definitely love her. ^_~

13. Who is your ideal?
my ideal please show urself!!

14. What do you hate about yourself?
again i repeat, i'm a chronic dreamer. n i'm big. i'm a big chronic dreamer. sigh..

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
once again, i care for u n like u too without a doubt! <3 <3 <3

16. 5 people to tag answer :
i'm not gonna tag anybody. kalu x smpai2 bebila pon x abeh2 natang tag ni.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Missing, semissing-missingnya..

sy miss mereka..
sy miss mereka sgt2..

sy miss cik puan limah yg prasan diri dia lawa, yg ada byk boifrens, yg hobinya branak dan branak..
sy miss bob partner katil sy, yg sgt takut pd sume org kecuali sy, yg akan lari menyorok masuk bilik kalu ada sesapa cuba dtg dekat, yg akan berasa sgt happy kalu nmpk kelibat sy..
sy miss incek kabomb yg gumuk gedempol walaupun x mkn byk, yg slalu dipuji bdk baik oleh mak sy, yg suka tido tebongkang, yg syok kt bob, yg slalu menjadi mangsa cumbuan adik sy zetty..
sy miss si bising itu yg suda tidak slalu bising lg dewasa ini, yg sgt kecil molek dan sgguh petite skali, yg sgt sweet dan penyayang kpd kanak2 kecil..
sy miss incek tomottok yg byk taik lalat itu, yg berseteru dgn incek kabomb, yg juga syok kt bob, yg suka buat hal dia je kdg2..

sy miss 4 anak dara sunti yg menghuni apartment 3 tingkat di blakang umah sy, 3 itam manis n 1 putih mlepak, yg gatal2 blaka, yg menjadi rebutan teruna2 kg..
sy miss 4 budak2 nakal yg x reti dok diam, yg asik tejerit2 stiap kali nmpk kitorg, yg sgt hyper, yg slalu lapar dan kuat mkn blaka..
sy miss pak suparjo si pendatang asing tanpa izin yg dtg menumpang kasih famili sy, yg berjaya meraih simpati hati ayah sy yg awalnya mmg anti ngn kaum krabat diorg semua ni..
sy juga miss incek gendut jiran sblah umah yg sgt sombong dan pemarah, yg suka brantakan dgn incek kabomb, yg masa dulu2 suka dtg menumpang mkn kt umah kitorg dgn x malunya..
sy juga miss adek bradek incek gendut yg lainnya sperti cik seluar, stokin, slipar dan sbagainya itu..
sy even miss baby2 baru cik puan limah yg ironinya masih blom penah sy ketemui..

sy miss mereka..
sy miss kekecohan dan kekelam-kabutan yg ditimbulkn oleh mereka..
sy miss gelak tawa dan keceriaan yg terhasil dr kehadiran mereka..
sy miss mereka buah ati sy..

i miss them much..
i miss them.. cats, my kitties.

Monday, December 1, 2008

I'm Tagged..

telah ditagged oleh cik atikahidayu..

1. The last person to tag you was?
sila baca nama di atas..

2. Your relationship with him/her?
i) adik lain mak lain bpk
ii) super junior skola menengah dulu
iii) maduku (incek kembang timbul *hint hint*)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
i) mempunyai kapla hotak yg lebey kureng saiko cam daku
ii) hyper
iii) super happy
iv) comey mcm butang
v) suka abg dinosaur

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
well, sudi menjadi adikku i guess..

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
"luv u too.." haha. (tkah, u penah ckp cmni ok. i ingat tau!)

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you..
if i'm a boy la? well i'll treat her good definitely.

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
wish her all the best. x baik dendam2. (ye la tu sgt..)

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
being less cute n more handsome n manly. i dont want a comey girly2 girl-lookalike as a lover ok..

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
she marry incek kembang timbul. haha. no la kidding only. she can marry him if she wants. (tetapi di dlm ati meraung kesedihan. hihi~)

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are
be the pengapit on her wedding day mebbe? with Mr. D as the pengapit lelaki? *wink* hehe. cannot la. we're gonna be too old when her time comes. :(

11. Overall impression towards him/her is
a balloons-lover. juz like moi. hee..

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
i'm sure evrybody will like her. she's likable juz like that :)

13. Who is your ideal?
Mr. D la of coz. haha. no way!

14. What do you hate about yourself?
i'm a chronic dreamer. not alwiz a good thing..

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
i care for u n like u too without a doubt!

16. 5 people to tag answer :
aiyak who la? well i'm gonna tag all the Balloons Club members la..
i) rin (if u can squeeze this tag between ur new job)
ii) teiya (after ur exam la u do this ok?)
iii) n tkah again (nasib la. sape soh tag akak. hihi).
3 enuff la ek. sigh. if only i can tag Mr. D..