Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year comes and New Year goes..


May you get a clean bill of health from your dentist, your cardiologist, your gastro-endocrinologist, your urologist, your proctologist, your podiatrist, your psychiatrist, your gynecologist, your plumber and the IRS.

May your hair, your teeth, your face-lift, your abs and your stocks not fall; and may your blood pressure, your triglycerides, your cholesterol, your white blood count and your mortgage interest not rise.

May you find a way to travel from anywhere to anywhere in the rush hour in less than an hour, and when you get there may you find a parking space.

May Wednesday evening, December 31, find you seated around the dinner table, together with your beloved family and cherished friends, ushering in the new year ahead. You will find the food better, the environment quieter, the cost much cheaper, and the pleasure much more fulfilling than anything else you might ordinarily do that night.

May you wake up on January 1st, finding that the world has not come to an end, the lights work, the water faucets flow, and the sky has not fallen.

May what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them.

May someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues.

May you remember to say "I love you" at least once a day to your spouse, your child, your parents, your friends; but not to your secretary, your nurse, your masseuse, your hairdresser or your tennis instructor.

May we live as God intended, in a world at peace and the awareness of His love in every sunset, every flower's unfolding petals, every baby's smile, every lover's kiss, and every wonderful, astonishing, miraculous beat of our heart.

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Isn't It Funny?

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry

It's funny how forever never seems to really last
It's funny how much you'd loose if you forgot about your past

It's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down
It's funny how when you need someone they're never around

It's funny how people can change and think they're so much better
It's funny how many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'

It's funny how people can forgive even though they can't forget
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret

It's funny how ironic life turns out to be,
But the funniest part is, that none of it is funny to me..

Friday, December 19, 2008

19 December, 1982 @ 5.10PM

26 years ago on this very day a bouncing baby gurl was born to a very lovely couple, En. Abd Hali* n Pn. Nor^*^. she is their first child so its very understandable that she's very special to them (cewah!). so they named her a name that is a combination of both of their names to show how special she is to them. they named her N^o*hali*^. N^o* taken from her mother's name n Hali*^ is a derivation of her father's name. n they decided to call her Halie (this name wont last long however. thx to one ahmad albab syndrome.) n now they contented themselves by calling her kakak instead which she dont mind a bit. n 26 years later that baby blossomed (n i really mean 'blossomed') to a fine n 'healthy' girl (woman?). n the rest they say is history. hehe.

so ladies n gentlemen, today i officially am more than a quarter of a century old. not as old as the pyramids but surely older than menara kuala lumpur la. i'm so thankful that i'm still breathing on this very day. so thankful of the life that i lead rite now. thankful of all the lovely people n those blessings i have in my life. i'm still bujang but i dont have a complain of how my life is rite now. n i'm up for a change to the better for sure.

thx to all those darling people who remembered my bday n send their wish to me. walau di henfon, facebook, myspace, friendster, personally dan sbgainya thank u so much. x menang tgn daku mereplynya (mcm la rmai sgt org ingt bday dia). love u guys so. muahh!! n of coz i do have my wishlist for my bday but i'm not gonna tell u coz u noe what they say, ur wish wont come true if u let ppl noe. superstitious me. haha. but i'm gonna let u in on one of them which is...

i hope to be able to look like this woman in 30 years!!

she's 56 years old! can u believe it? heck, i never even manage to look like her at 26 let alone wanna look like her at 56. the fairness n equality of the world. sigh..

have a great weekend peeps! me wanna go n get use to being 26. haha. daaa.....

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Ur dimples wont win me back this time u sorry excuse of a man!!!

note: dear readers (if i have any), please dont waste ur time reading this post. this post is one of my many 'mlepaskn-geram-dan-perasaan-yg-tbuku-di-hati' post. instead of wasting ur precious time here better u guys use it to spend on other useful activities ie memasak, membasuh, merumput, bercucuk tanam, berkebun, mengecat rumah dan sebagainya. still wanna read this? suit urself. dont say i dont warn ya.

he came back
after all these years only now he came back??
n on a day before my bday even? wth..
him n his fcukin dimples juz waltzed back into my life
n acted like nothin ever happen
like he never go anywhere for these past 5 years
like he's alwiz here with me all this while
like he never leave..

who did he thinks he is huh?
to come n go whenever he wish.
does he think i dont have a life beside him?
does he think he's the center of my universe or something?

how dare he?
how dare he to think that after all that he had done he can come back to me
how dare he to think that after all those heartache he caused i can forgive him juz like that
how dare him to do what he did
how dare he to treat me like this
how dare he, the ungrateful filth!

what happened to him?
what happened to that guy that i used to know?
who used to alwiz been there for me thru thick n thin
who used to be my shoulder to cry on
who used to be my clown n cheerleader
who had climbed up that walkway's roof in his kain pelikat to retrieve my fallen glasses
who liked to stare at me when we studied together n shamelessly told me that he had a strong feeling that he's gonna marry me someday
what happened to him?
coz the guy standing in front of me right now is a stranger
n i dont even know him at all

the most surprising thing is,
i dont hate him
yes u heard me, i dont hate him
nor do i still love him
n come to think about it, i dont think i had ever love him before
at least not the kinda love u felt for a lover
what i had felt for him last time was juz love towards a bf
bf as in bestfriend not boyfriend
n also a generous feelings of pity n sympathy
yes i pitied him
the sad n needy being that was him 5 years ago
so different from the charming n lovable guy that was him when i 1st met him

i dont hate him
i dont love him
n that's the worse thing
why? bcoz now i dont have any feelings left towards him
no hate, no love, no nothin, nada
it's juz hollow, n emptiness
n that is the worse feeling to have on anybody ever
when all u feel for somebody is juz emptiness
that means u have stopped to care for them
n when u stop caring meaning it's the end of their existence in ur precious life
the end. fullstop.

last words for him..
so long n goodbye
n please dont ever come back
coz that special place u had in my heart?
it's gone.
n i'm planning to give it to someone else
who's more worthy of me than u ever did
so take that sorry a** of urs n berambus!

no wait!!
i changed my mind
u can stay where u are
coz i'm not gonna give u another chance to leave me again
this time it's my turn
my turn to leave u
u can stay where u are
n see me walk away instead
yes, this is me walking away from u
so long a******!!!

footnote: i now realize that i'm not evil enough to use extreme swearwords. i had to think more than twice to even include all those swearwords u read above. what can i say, deep down i'm still a pretty nice gal. ^_^

Monday, December 15, 2008

I tagged u n u tagged me back?!!

telah ditagged oleh cik teiya plak utk tag yg sama. kita tag dia, dia tag kita blik plak. bila nk abeh tag ni camni..

1. The last person to tag you was?
sila baca nama di atas..

2. Your relationship with him/her?
i) like tkah, she's oso my adik lain mak lain bpk
ii) my ahli persatuan belon2 sedunia
iii) birasku (mr double a *hint hint*)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
i) like me tkah n rin, she's oso mempunyai kapla hotak yg agak saiko
ii) super bright (straight A student tu. siap kuar paper lg.)
iii) sweet, nice n a good cook. (sorg calon menantu yg ideal. borang pmohonan bleh diapply dr sy)
iv) pweetty
v) suka adik kpd abg dinosaur

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
same with tkah, bliau sudi menjadi adikku. i rely appreciate all my sis. luv ya'all. muaahhh!!!

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
all those things she wrote bout me in this same tag on her blog. terharu tau. tenkiu dear..

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you..
it feels weird imagining this but if she's (she??) my lover i'm gonna treat her (her??) right la..

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
"i try not to wish bad things for anybody." kataku smbil membuat muka suci..

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
i donno how she's gonna improve on it but i do prefer my lover to be taller than me. no offence babe. huhu.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
for the same reason if i become her enemy (according to her in her blog) which is we (me n her) marry the other bro instead i.e she marry belon n i marry galah. tidaaakk!!!

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are
hope to persuade my adik ipar itu to masuk meminang her. or kalu susah2 sgt i'm gonna pinangkn him for her. or kalu x jln gak kita kidnap je mamat btuah itu pastu balut chantek2, ikat bow bagai, ltak cymbal sbgai topi, taruk dlm kotak n special delivery-ed him at her doorstep. imagine the chaos it will cause. my mom-in-law will kill me for kidnapping her precious baby boy. haha.

11. Overall impression towards him/her
we've never once met but i oredi love her like my own flesh n blood. i think that's sayin sumthin..

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
she's sugar, spice n evrythin nice. like balloons. who doesnt like balloons? evrybody love balloons. so evrybody will definitely love her. ^_~

13. Who is your ideal?
my ideal please show urself!!

14. What do you hate about yourself?
again i repeat, i'm a chronic dreamer. n i'm big. i'm a big chronic dreamer. sigh..

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
once again, i care for u n like u too without a doubt! <3 <3 <3

16. 5 people to tag answer :
i'm not gonna tag anybody. kalu x smpai2 bebila pon x abeh2 natang tag ni.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Missing, semissing-missingnya..

sy miss mereka..
sy miss mereka sgt2..

sy miss cik puan limah yg prasan diri dia lawa, yg ada byk boifrens, yg hobinya branak dan branak..
sy miss bob partner katil sy, yg sgt takut pd sume org kecuali sy, yg akan lari menyorok masuk bilik kalu ada sesapa cuba dtg dekat, yg akan berasa sgt happy kalu nmpk kelibat sy..
sy miss incek kabomb yg gumuk gedempol walaupun x mkn byk, yg slalu dipuji bdk baik oleh mak sy, yg suka tido tebongkang, yg syok kt bob, yg slalu menjadi mangsa cumbuan adik sy zetty..
sy miss si bising itu yg suda tidak slalu bising lg dewasa ini, yg sgt kecil molek dan sgguh petite skali, yg sgt sweet dan penyayang kpd kanak2 kecil..
sy miss incek tomottok yg byk taik lalat itu, yg berseteru dgn incek kabomb, yg juga syok kt bob, yg suka buat hal dia je kdg2..

sy miss 4 anak dara sunti yg menghuni apartment 3 tingkat di blakang umah sy, 3 itam manis n 1 putih mlepak, yg gatal2 blaka, yg menjadi rebutan teruna2 kg..
sy miss 4 budak2 nakal yg x reti dok diam, yg asik tejerit2 stiap kali nmpk kitorg, yg sgt hyper, yg slalu lapar dan kuat mkn blaka..
sy miss pak suparjo si pendatang asing tanpa izin yg dtg menumpang kasih famili sy, yg berjaya meraih simpati hati ayah sy yg awalnya mmg anti ngn kaum krabat diorg semua ni..
sy juga miss incek gendut jiran sblah umah yg sgt sombong dan pemarah, yg suka brantakan dgn incek kabomb, yg masa dulu2 suka dtg menumpang mkn kt umah kitorg dgn x malunya..
sy juga miss adek bradek incek gendut yg lainnya sperti cik seluar, stokin, slipar dan sbagainya itu..
sy even miss baby2 baru cik puan limah yg ironinya masih blom penah sy ketemui..

sy miss mereka..
sy miss kekecohan dan kekelam-kabutan yg ditimbulkn oleh mereka..
sy miss gelak tawa dan keceriaan yg terhasil dr kehadiran mereka..
sy miss mereka buah ati sy..

i miss them much..
i miss them.. cats, my kitties.

Monday, December 1, 2008

I'm Tagged..

telah ditagged oleh cik atikahidayu..

1. The last person to tag you was?
sila baca nama di atas..

2. Your relationship with him/her?
i) adik lain mak lain bpk
ii) super junior skola menengah dulu
iii) maduku (incek kembang timbul *hint hint*)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
i) mempunyai kapla hotak yg lebey kureng saiko cam daku
ii) hyper
iii) super happy
iv) comey mcm butang
v) suka abg dinosaur

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
well, sudi menjadi adikku i guess..

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
"luv u too.." haha. (tkah, u penah ckp cmni ok. i ingat tau!)

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you..
if i'm a boy la? well i'll treat her good definitely.

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you
wish her all the best. x baik dendam2. (ye la tu sgt..)

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on
being less cute n more handsome n manly. i dont want a comey girly2 girl-lookalike as a lover ok..

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
she marry incek kembang timbul. haha. no la kidding only. she can marry him if she wants. (tetapi di dlm ati meraung kesedihan. hihi~)

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are
be the pengapit on her wedding day mebbe? with Mr. D as the pengapit lelaki? *wink* hehe. cannot la. we're gonna be too old when her time comes. :(

11. Overall impression towards him/her is
a balloons-lover. juz like moi. hee..

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about him/her?
i'm sure evrybody will like her. she's likable juz like that :)

13. Who is your ideal?
Mr. D la of coz. haha. no way!

14. What do you hate about yourself?
i'm a chronic dreamer. not alwiz a good thing..

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
i care for u n like u too without a doubt!

16. 5 people to tag answer :
aiyak who la? well i'm gonna tag all the Balloons Club members la..
i) rin (if u can squeeze this tag between ur new job)
ii) teiya (after ur exam la u do this ok?)
iii) n tkah again (nasib la. sape soh tag akak. hihi).
3 enuff la ek. sigh. if only i can tag Mr. D..

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Kisah Sorang Isteri Dan Hot Dog..

Alkisah ada seorang perempuan bisu yang sudah pun berkahwin, pada suatu hari,dia telah ke supermarket untuk membeli daging, tetapi disebabkan dia bisu, dia mempunyai kesusahan untuk berkomunikasi dengan para pekerja di sana.

Disebabkan begitu, dia membuat keputusan untuk memanggil cashier (cashier tu pompuan gak ok) masuk dalam bilik.

Pada hari yang pertama, dia nak beli dada ayam. Dia pun panggil cashier tu masuk dalam bilik sulit, pompuan tu bukak baju dia, tunjuk kat dada dia, pastu buat aksi ayam. Cashier tu pun paham, lalu dia pun kasi dada ayam kat pompuan tu.

Next day, dia nak beli paha ayam. Dia pun panggil cashier masuk bilik, dia angkat skirt dia, tunjuk kat paha dia,pastu buat aksi ayam. Cashier tu pun paham, kasi dia paha ayam.

The next day lagi, dia nak beli hot-dog. Dia pun bawa suami dia.

Soalannya ialah:

Apakah isteri tu akan buat?



Tak tau??

Dia suruh suami dia cakapla sebab....suami dia tak BISU ..
Apa yang korang semua pikir ha?

MORAL: Tidak semua persoalan boleh diselesaikan dengan cara yang serupa.

p/s: btw, tadi me search la kt yahoo image for pics of hot dogs nk buat hiasan kt entry ni. tau x apa result yg keluar? dia tulih camni.. "Results for hot dogs may contain adult-oriented content.
Your SafeSearch filter must be turned off to display these results." nk cari innocent, old hot dogs pics pon bleh diconsider udult-oriented? o my goodness. haha. so korg layan je la gamba the 'real' hot dogs kt bwh ni je jd la. tu je yg x dicensored. lol. ;p

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Bra Meter..

This post is a tribute to my 36C-razy girls all of whom i had a blasting time with last weekend. Girls, u guys sure are crazy but i love u all nonetheless. ;-)

Have you ever wondered why bras are lettered
A, B, C, D, DD, E, F, G, H….
and how the letters are actually used to define bras sizes?

Btw, sorry if this post offended anuybody. This is fully intended for jokes n humour purposes only. *wink*

Friday, November 14, 2008

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy..

if u were a boy even for a day, what would u do?

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I'm the ultimate 'B' word..

The I'm-so-bored-i-could-gag Quiz

1) Q:What is your age?
A:25-30 years old

2) Q:What is your gender?

3) Q:Is this the 1st quiz u took today?
A:Nope, i've been doing this all day

4) Q:Do u like monkeys?
A:What monkeys got to do with this quiz?

5) Q:Are u social?
A:I wish

6) Q:Do u think there are goats in Russia?
A:How should i know?

7) Q:Guitars are cool..
A:dun dun dun bweeeennnnn...

8) Q:Why did u take this quiz?
A:Why did u make this quiz?

9) Q:Is this Question #9?
A:This a trick question..

10) Q:At this minute, what would you like to do the most?
A:Strangle the person who made this quiz. That would really cure my boredom.

11) Q:What would you say if somebody started to mug you right now?
A:Hello! How are you? Will you be my friend? Or just talk to me for a while? Please?

12) Q:yes or no?
A:yes. no. maybe..

13) Q:are u bored?
A:Maybe.. but if i say i'm bored then my boss will make me clean my office or somethin so dont tell him that kay!

14) Q:Do u like being bored?
A:Absolutely LOVE it!! Would like to marry it if possible!!

15) Q:Are u so bored that u are actually taking this quiz?
A:Is that what i've been doing all this while??

16) Q:Still bored?

17) Q:How about now?
A:Can I juz kill u? Please??

18) Q:Would you say you are _______ bored than at the start of this quiz?
A:More. Kill kill! Die die!!

How bored are you?
My result: OVERLY BORED!
You are soooo bored that hitting yourself over the head with a frying pan while singing Westlife is looking more inviting by the second. Get a life!

Friday, October 31, 2008

“How Mr Balloon got his stripes.” (Story adapted and ruined by Cik Halie)

*To everybody who understand what i'm merepeking about. O ya, n Pok Din if u're reading this, this is my birthday present for u. Enjoy!

It has always been said that giants and giantesses think very highly of themselves. Since they are big and strong, they are certain that they are the most important of all the beings.

One day, Cik E the giantess (bukan nama sebenar) went along turning over big trees with her giant hands to look for food to eat. She felt very sure of herself. "There is nothing I cannot do," said Cik E.

"Oh, really?" said a small voice. Cik E looked down. There was Mr Balloon the dwarf (juga bkn nama sebenar) looking up at Cik E from the ground.

"Yes," Cik E said, "that is true indeed." She reached out one huge hand and rolled over a big log. "Look at how easily I can do this. I am the strongest of all the living things. I can do anything. All the other living soul fear me."

"Can you stop the balloons, eh silap the sun from rising in the morning?" said the Mr Balloon.

Cik E thought for a moment. "I have never tried that," she said. "Yes, I am sure I could stop the balloons I mean the sun from rising."

"You are sure?" said Mr Balloon.

"I am sure," said Cik E. "Tomorrow morning the sun/balloon will not rise. I, Cik E, have said so." cik E sat down facing the east to wait.

Behind her the sun set for the night and still she sat there. Mr Balloon went into his little home and curled up in his snug little bed, chuckling about how foolish Cik E was. All through the night Cik E sat. Finally, the first birds started their songs and the East glowed with the light that comes before the sun.

"The sun/balloons will not rise today," said Cik E. She stared hard at the glowing light. "The sun will not rise today."

However, the sun rose, just as it always had. Cik E was very upset, but Mr Balloon was delighted. He laughed and laughed. "Sun/balloons is stronger than Cik E," said the little man, twittering with laughter. Mr Balloon was so amused that he came out of his home and began running around in circles, singing this song:

"The balloons came up, eh silap again, the sun came up. Cik E is angry, But the sun came up."

While Cik E sat there looking very unhappy, Mr Balloon ran around and around, singing and laughing until he was so weak that he rolled over on his back. Then, quicker than the leap of a fish from a stream, Cik E shot out a paw and pinned him to the ground.

"Perhaps I cannot stop the sun from rising," said Cik E, "but you will never see another sunrise."

"Oh, mighty giantess," said the little man. "You are the strongest, the quickest, the best of all of the makhluk. I was only joking." But Cik E did not move her paw.

"Oh, Cik E," Mr Balloon said, "you are right to kill me, I deserve to die. Just please let me say one last prayer to Creator before you eat me."

"Say your prayer quickly," said Cik E. "Your time to walk the Sky Road has come!"

"Oh, Cik E," said the dwarf, "I would like to die. But you are pressing down on me so hard I cannot breathe. I can hardly squeak. I do not have enough breath to say a prayer. If you would just lift your paw a little, just a little bit, then I could breathe. And I could say my last prayer to the Maker of all, to the one who made great, wise, powerful giantess and the foolish, weak, little dwarf."

Cik E lifted up her paw. She lifted it just a little bit. That little bit, though, was enough. Mr Balloon squirmed free and ran for his home as quickly as the blinking of an eye. Cik E swung her gigantic hand at the little man as he darted away. She was not quick enough to catch him, but the very tips of her long claws scraped along Mr Ballon's back leaving a couple of scars.

To this day, all Mr Balloon’s ancestors wear those scars as a reminder to them of what happens when one stupid dwarf mess with an equally stupid giantess. And that boys and girls, is how Mr Balloon got his stripes.

Note: Cerita ini hanyalah rekaan semata-mata. Tidak ada kena-mengena dgn gergasi/belon yg hidup mahupun yg telah meninggal dunia.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

I've learned..

I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.

I've learned.... That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" ...makes my day.

I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?

I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned ... That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.

I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.

I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.

I've learned.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

I've learned.... That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I've Learned... If you will take the time to read these, I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective.

Have a great day peeps!! >.<

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Its all about..

Its all about.. marriage? What is marriage? Marriage has traditionally been understood as the union of one man and one woman. Marriage is uniquely beneficial to society because it is the foundation of the family and the basic building block of society.

# It brings significant stability and meaning to human relationships
# It remains the ideal for the raising of children.
# It plays an important role in transferring culture and civilization into future generations.
# Marriage is not merely a private contract, but a social institution of great public concern.

"Marriage is the civil status of one man and one woman united in law for life, for the discharge to each other and the community of the duties legally incumbent on those who association is founded on the distinction of sex." - Black's Law Dictionary, dating back to 1891

In Islam marriage is viewed as a sacred contract. It is the stern command of Islam that the sexual instinct, natural to man should attain consummation only through wedlock. Matrimony is a holy act. Celibacy has been strongly prohibited. The dos and don’ts that the two mates ought to adopt in matrimonial life have been prescribed by Islam. Obeying these stipulations, man and woman can ensure a successful and blissful married life and a peaceful life after death.

# The resources of this world are for you to enjoy. The best wealth you can have in this world is a good wife.
# The best wealth that a man can have in this world is a good wife. A good wife is one who is a joy to look at, one who obeys her husband’s commands and one who protects the wealth during his absence.
# The best of men are those who treat their wives well.
- Prophet Muhammed (PBUH)

"And among His signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): Verily in that on Signs for those who reflect.." Holy Qur’an 30:21

Hikmah-hikmah perkahwinan
# Untuk memperoleh ketenangan hidup, kasih sayang dan ketenteraman
# Memelihara kesucian diri
# Melaksanakan tuntutan syariat
# Menjaga keturunan
# Sebagai media pendidikan: Islam begitu teliti dalam menyediakan persekitaran yang sihat bagi membesarkan anak-anak.Kanak-kanak yang dibesarkan tanpa perhubungan ibu bapa akan memudahkan si anak terjerumus dalam kegiatan tidak bermoral. Oleh itu, institusi kekeluargaan yang disyorkan Islam dilihat medium yang sesuai sebagai petunjuk dan pedoman kepada anak-anak
# Mewujudkan kerjasama dan tanggungjawab
# Dapat mengeratkan silaturahim

so dear MAD, what i'm trying to say here is, if u think that its already time for u to bid farewell to ur singleton years n embracing husband/fatherhood instead, i will support u all the way. i will not show anythin but my support n encouragement for u. u will never see anythin but smile n happiness on my face when u talk bout this with me. God knows what i feel inside but u wont know anythin bout it. i wont tell u what i feel, i wont object to anythin. coz this time its not about me. its all about u.

"She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause.."

n its 'teardrops on my guitar' all over again..

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Instructions for Life

*Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

*Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or
loaf all you want.

*When you say, "I love you," mean it.

*When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

*Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

*Believe in love at first sight.

*Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have
dreams don't have much.

*Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but it's
the only way to live life completely.

*In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling.

*Don't judge people by their relatives, or by the life
they were born into.

*Teach yourself to speak slowly but think quickly.

*When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer,
smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

*Take into account that great love and great achievements
involve great risk.

*Call a relative.

*When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

*Follow the three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others,
and Responsibility for all your actions.

*Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

*When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps
to correct it.

*Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in
your voice.

*Marry a person you love to talk to. As you get older, his/her
conversational skills will be even more important.

*Spend some time alone.

*Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

*Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

*Read more books. Television is no substitute.

*Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and
think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.

*Trust in God but lock your car.

*A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for
your life. Do all you can to create a tranquil, harmonious

*In disagreements with loved ones deal only with the current
situation. Don't bring up the past.

*Don't just listen to what someone is saying. Listen to why
they are saying it.

*Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.

*Be gentle with the earth.

*Pray. There's immeasurable power in it.

*Never interrupt when you are being flattered.

*Mind your own business.

*Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.

*If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others
while you are living. It is wealth's greatest satisfaction.

*Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful
stroke of luck.

*Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

*Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love
for each other exceeds your need for each other.

*Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

*Live with the knowledge that your character is your destiny.

*Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

*Kiss your children and your mate at least once a day.

*Do something nice for someone you've never met before.

*And, show yourself the same kindness you show to everyone else.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Two Tough Questions

Question 1

If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already,
three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded,
and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before scrolling down to the answer of
this one.

Question 2

It is time to elect a new world leader, and your vote counts.
Here are the facts about the three leading candidates.

Candidate A
Associates with crooked politicians and consults with
astrologists. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes
and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used
opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke,
drinks an occasional beer and hasn't had any extramarital

Which of these candidates would be your choice?

Decide first, no peeking, and then scroll down for the answer.

Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, the answer to the abortion question:
If you said yes, you just killed Beethoven .

Pretty interesting isn't it?
Makes a person think before judging someone.

Friday, October 17, 2008

M, can i be ur missus? *wink wink*

it's friday again (really?). n i'm so, so bored. since i dont have a tv set to distract me from my boredom (unlike that somebody who can watch Heroes anytime he wants even during working hours) so this is my attraction for the day. the man i should have married. or better yet, the man who should have marry me. muahahaha. yea keep on dreaming..

**the man n his latest artwork..

**with one of his painting (the one on d wall not the one standing on d left)

**the man at work

**the man can sing, rap, compose n produce songs, play numerous musical instruments, paints, n check this out.. he can also build a house! my dad would so gonna love to have him as menantu. haha.

ok thats it. wanna continue goggling my eyes out at the man above while letting my mind freely dreaming of the unlikely. berangan smpai lebam. yea, i'm that pathetic when i'm bored. :)


**o yea, n he also has perfect teeth. :)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

a) bad hair/tudung days, b) fighting a lost battle, c) fairytales anyone? ok now pick ur own tittle for this post.

sometime life feels like a neverending bad hair days. or in my case bad tudung days. remember one of those days when ur hair/tudung refuse to behave themselves no matter how u coax n persuade it or even bribe it to present themselves nicely on top of ur head? n after much wasted effort u still end up looking like a deranged, bewildered lady (that is if we can still be called a lady after all that). well, thats how it is. peeps who free-haired get bad hair days. peeps who cover theirs get bad tudung days. life is pretty fair. (btw do men get bad hair days too i wonder.. hmmm)

neway what i'm trying to rant is this. i've been having bad tudung days, both literally n not literally speaking, for quite sometime now. life seems to go downhill for certain aspects of my life nowadays. trial after trial. heartache after another. i've even lost that small2 happiness that life had granted me a few months back too. that small2 happiness that keep me functioning even tho i feel like colapsing on heaps. that dragged n boosted me up on those very down days of mine. that 'daily dose of joy' remember? the one which has been the subject of my babbling a few post back? well no more daily dose of joy for me it seems. even tho that 'somebody' given up hiding already but it makes absolutely no different to me if to be compared to the time when hiding is a favourite past-time of him.

well if life throws us lemon, we make lemonade people say. but i'm feeling more like throwing those lemons back at life rather than juicing it u know what i mean? i tried motivating myself. tried foreseeing those bitterness n realizing the goodness they bring instead. feels nothing. tried the "After every storm there is sunshine, For every ending there lies a new beginning, For every question there is an answer, For every heartache there is joy, For every sickness there is healing, bla bla" that kinda things. but sigh.. still not working. this stubborn heart refused to even try to consider them yet alone to have faith in it.

sometime it feels like i'm fighting a lost battle. the stupid me keep on fighting even tho victory is out of my reach. y? coz i was raised on fairytale that is. i was raised to believe that everybody is entitled to have a happy ending. but that is so not how it works on this reality world we live in. not everybody will get a chance at happy ending. not everybody will get to be swept off their glass-clad slippers by a knight in shining armour riding a handsome stallion n rode off into the sunset. we're not living in fairytale where all the princesses play damsel in distress n just patiently sit n wait in some isolated castle towers (u can add in a guard dragon in there to spice things up) for their prince charming to come rescue them. in reality we, the princesses have to save our own pretty behind ourself. knight in shining armour who??

but in the end i'm no quiter (btol ke that spelling? correct me if i'm wrong. i'm in a blur while i'm penning this. hehe). my parent raised me to be more than that. even tho how deep a hole i'm stuck in, even tho how steep the mountain i fell from, one thing is absolutely certain to me. u cannot win unless u play and u cannot fail unless and until u quit. fall down if u must, rest for awhile if u wish, but get right back up, brush off the dust of ur pretty behind, re-chart ur course and find the inner strength to go one more round. life, throw all the lemons u have at me but i will not run n hide. i may not make lemonade but i will find a better use for those lemons oh u bet i will. i will free myself from those towers, n throw away my glass slippers (u wont get very far if u're escaping in glass slippers) n ride the handsome stallion into the sunset by myself (after stealing the horsie from prince charming n abandoning him on a hot desert muahaha!). if thats what it takes for me to be happy so be it. after all who need a guy who waits a hundred years to save u kan.

ok thats it. deranged ranting accomplished. peeps, do not attempt to even try to understand all i'm raving. coz i dont myself. :)


and me live happily ever after..

Monday, October 13, 2008

Rules for Being Human

1. you will receive a body. you may like it or hate it, but it will
be yours for the entire period this time around.

2. you will learn lessons. you are enrolled in a full-time informal
school called 'life.' each day in this school you will have
the opportunity to learn lessons. you may like the lessons or
think them irrelevant and stupid.

3. there are no mistakes, only lessons. growth is a process of
trial, error, and experimentation. the "failed" experiments
are as much a part of the process as the experiment that
ultimately "works".

4. a lesson is repeated until learned. a lesson will be presented
to you in various forms until you have learned it.
when you have learned it, you can then go on to the next lesson.

5. learning lessons does not end. there is no part of life that
does not contain its lessons. if you are alive, there are
lessons to be learned.

6. "there" is no better than "here". when your "there" has
become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there"
that will, again, look better than "here".

7. Others are merely mirrors of you. you cannot love or hate
something about another person unless it reflects to you
something you love or hate about yourself.

8. what you make of your life is up to you.
you have all the tools and resources you need.
what you do with them is up to you.
the choice is yours.

9. your answers lie inside you.
the answers to life's questions lie inside you.
all you need to do is look, listen, and trust.

10. you will forget all of this..

Friday, October 10, 2008

What Does Love Mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group
of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they
got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
See what you think.....

1. "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over
and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for
her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.
That's love."
- Rebecca -age 8

2. "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is
different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."
- Billy - age 4

3. "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on
shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
- Karl - age 5

4. "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most
of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
- Chrissy - age 6

5. "Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but
you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their
- Samantha - age 6

6. "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
- Terri - age 4

7. "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she
takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is
- Danny - age 7

8. "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired
of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they
- Emily - age 8

9. "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you
stop opening presents and listen."
- Bobby - age 5

10. "If you want to learn to love better, you should start
with a friend who you hate."
- Nikka - age 6

11. "Love is hugging, Love is kissing, Love is saying no"
- Patty - age 8

12. "When you tell someone something bad about yourself and
you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get
surprised because not only do they still love you, they love
you even more."
- Matthew - age 7

13. "There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But
God makes both kinds of them."
- Jenny - age 4

14. "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he
wears it everyday."
- Noelle - age 7

15. "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man
who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
- Tommy - age 6

16. "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared.
I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving
and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared
- Cindy - age 8

17. "My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone
else kissing me to sleep at night."
- Clare - Age 5

18. "Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still
says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
- Chris - age 8

19. "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you
left him alone all day."
- Mary Ann - age 4

20. "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all
her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
- Lauren - age 4

21. "I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she
only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby
sister because I love her."
- Bethany - age 4

22. "Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that
we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead
- Mike - age 8

23. "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and
little stars come out of you."
- Karen - age 7

24. "Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she
doesn't think it's gross."
- Mark - age 6

25. "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
- Jessica - age 8

A Simple Friend and A Real Friend

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.

A simple friend brings buah tangan to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

A simple friend reads this post and forget about it.
A real friend passes this on and dedicate this back to you!

When you are down to nothing ... God is up to something!

Monday, October 6, 2008

me m still alive.. :)

elo peeps!! it's me. tuan yg empunye page ini. me m still alive. buat masa ni blom la ada plan nk meng'unalive'kn diri lg. huhu. well, i'm back to work today after blissfully holidaying for more than a week. malasnye rase nk blik kl smlm but what to do. mkn gaji la katakn. kalu x keje mana ada gaji nk dimkn nnti. sigh.. my raya celebration was ok. nuthin more nuthin less from past rayas. simple yet enjoyable. thats how my normal raya is. n not to forget memorable too. :)

lama gile x blogging kt cni kn. rasenye spjg bulan pose aritu lgsg x post new entry. actually a lot of things happened during that past month. some good some bad. but usually the things that we remember most is the bad ones rite. same here. well let juz say that last ramadhan has been my most memorable (not in a good way) ramadhan so far. but everything happens for a reason rite. n we r supposed to learn from that 'reasons'. but i'm all good now. i patched things up on my last day of holidaying (scuse my grammar hehe) which come to think bout it is yesterday. hmm..

bottom line, i'm back on track now. we're back on track. n i sure hope things will run smoothly again after this. pray for me ya peeps! even tho u dont have any freakin idea what u're prayin for but juz wish me the best kay.

well ramadhan over. mood raya oso almost over. so back to work now. smpai2 ofis pg td check email kena duty invigilating supp exam la plak. pastu boss plak suruh update stocklist. baru je bercadang nk bermalas2an arini. so enuff la for now ek. keje menimbun nk kena buat ni. saje je sggah update blog jap. kang kalu lama x update kang korg ingt dh wassalam plak. huhu.

before i go layan la lirik lagu ni. ntah napa ntah dr celik mata pg td smpai la skang lagu ni asik bputar2 di kotak memoriku ini je. so marilah kita bputar2 bsama2. hehe.

Ayat-ayat Cinta

desir pasir di padang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekadar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

ketika ku bersujud

Friday, August 22, 2008

Do i look pregnant to u??

hari ini hari jumaat. lately my blog entries asik start ngn ayat tu je kn. hehe. anyway hari ni sgt2 rase x sihat. dont feel so good. headache, runny nose, sore throat n all those symptoms that come with being down with fever sume ada. but nonetheless i still go to work today. bese la pekeje harapan nusa dan bangsa la katakn. so normally if i'm sick i'm a wreck. nmpk cam sgt x stabil dan x bmaya je. ditmbah ngn rupa yg sgt mgkagumkan org. (sila imagine sndiri)

so sprti bese dlm kul 7.30am me dh oredi tpacak kt stesen putra bangsar tu tunggu train. train smpai, naik train. train sgt sesak ngn commuters so normally x dpt la duduk. so i had to stand. berdiri punye berdiri smbil ditemani muka 'hospital' tahap power rangers tetiba rase ada org cuit tgn. perkara 1st yg dipikir ialah "adakah daku mngenali si pencuit tsebut?" tp konfem x knal la sapekah gerangan si pencuit. then tetiba die tunjuk seat die (si pencuit tsebut sdg duduk). she offer me her seat!! n i was thinkin "apsal plak die offer seat die kt aku plak ni?". x penah2 ada org offer seat kpd diriku ini. plus ramai lg org yg tgh bdiri kt dpn dia. why me yg bdiri agak jauh dr bliau ni yg dioffernye? so of coz la prasaan konpius n concious mnguasai diri. so sterusnye secara otomatiknye terus tpikir "aku ni ada nmpk cam org pregnant ke? salah dressup ke aku ari ni?" (i'm wearing an empire cut blouse top with a blazer cut jacket). sy tau sy mmg brada di dlm kategori org2 yg agak 'chumel' dan 'sehat' tp xkn la sy klihatan sgt2 'smangat' hingga disangka pregnant plak kn.

bbalik kpd si pencuit td, so sy dgn rndah dirinye geleng la kpala kate xpe xpyh la. si pencuit pon senyap la. ingatkn abes takat situ je. pastu selang satu stesen lg die cuit lg soh duduk gk. siap bangun n tarik me soh duduk gk. so no choice have to sit gk la kn. dgn konpius yg mggunung tinggi i said thx n sit la gk. tp segan gila Tuhan je la yg tau sbb xtau knapa sang pencuit bria2 nk soh sy duduk gk. seriously rase self-concious yg tramat sgt. dh la org2 kliling tu pndang2 je time nk duduk tu. tp xkn la nk tanye kt bliau plak knapa bliau bg sy duduk tol x. kalu org dh buat baik tu jgn la byk soal plak. org bbudi kita bbahasa la kn.

tp spjg2 train ride tu bcampur baur prasaan dan pikiran yg mjelma. nk gelak ada, klaka ada, malu ada, segan ada, sume ada la. dh la sang pencuit kekal bdiri di depanku smpai la bliau itu turun di klcc. n then sesampainye sy di opisku ini the 1st thing i ask my colleague adalah "do i look really sick or do i look pregnant to u?" n he said "u look more like a sick person la. u look pale" still x puas ati dgn jwpn tsbut sy pegi tanye org lain plak. diorg pn ckp mana ada sy nmpk cam org pregnant. walaupon ada sdikit lega mndengar pendapat2 keramat diorg itu tp ati yg slalu self-concious ni still gk x pecaya dan tetap bpikir bahwa xkn la diorg nk ckp sy nmpk cam org pregnant plak. xkn la diorg nk sound direct camtu plak. jd hingga la ke saat ini sy maseh lg konpius tahap mlampau punye di atas kejadian tsebut.

so kpd sesape yg mngenali sy secara fizikal adakah anda rasa sy kelihatan seperti ibu2 mngandung ataupun sy je yg prasan lebih? krana mana la tau mungkin benar kata2 opismate sy bahwa sy mmg klihatan seperti org yg sgt sakit. huhu. tp jika anda rasa sy mmg nmpk cam pregnant maka maknanye sy mmg in desperate need to lose weight la nmpknye.

hadoooiiii... huwaaaaaaa!!!!!! sedeeeeyyyyyyy.......

nk gi join org yg tgh mnyuruk utk mnyuruk bsama gk la kalu cmni!!! (sila rujuk blog entry yg sblom ni). sob sob... T_T

Thursday, August 21, 2008

The Wonderful, Wonderful Game of Hide-and-Seek..

kecik2 dulu biasa kn main nyorok2? sape x penah main nyorok2 masa kecik2 dulu mmg bkn brasal dr planet bumi la. normally this is how u play hide n seek..

#Step1 Play with at least two person.
#Step2 Select an area in which to play the game. Designate a specific area with clear boundaries.
#Step3 Have everyone gather around a tree or other landmark, which will be "home base."
#Step4 Announce that you are "It."
#Step5 Close your eyes (no peeking!) and count to 10 or 20 or whatever number seems appropriate based on the ages of the children playing.
#Step6 Make sure that the rest of the players hide while you are counting.
#Step7 Call out, "Ready or not here I come, (or somethin like that la)" when you have finished counting.
#Step8 Go and look for the other players.
#Step9 Be alert, because, as you are searching, the others are trying to run to home base.
#Step10 Try to find and touch, or "tag," the hidden players.
#Step11 Try, at the same time, to tag the running players before they get to home base.
#Step12 Forget about the players who get to home base without being tagged, because they are "safe."
#Step13 Remember the first player you tag. That person will be "It" in the next round.
#Step14 Be "It" again if you don't tag any of the players and they all get home safe.

so thats how u normally play hide n seek. if one is hiding one is surely will want to seek for the missing person isnt it? so u cant blame ME for wanting to find somebody who is in hiding can u? its ur normal instincts to feel curious (of why one is missing), worried (in case anythin bad happen to them), crushed (bcoz u are thinkin that maybe u did somethin wrong to trigger to the dissapearance of that missing person), n 1001 other feelings included. so when that 'somebody' went missing my 1st instinct is to go n find him/her. but to my annoyance clearly that person dont wanna be seek of. so if that is how 'u' want it to be then that is what 'u' gonna get. i seek u once n u plainly dont appreciate it (n dont want it too). so i can assure u there'll be no seeking from me next time. u wanna hide for good? then go hide for all i care.

me done. duh.

Monday, August 18, 2008

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Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari fikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu

Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku


Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Friday, August 15, 2008

Holey Moley!

today xde keje nk buat coz it's friday again (one of my few free days) n my regu utk bchatting pon kmbali mjadi beskut (again) n that make me think of.. well, moles (huh?). haha. kpd sesapa yg paham tu paham la. yg x paham y i suddenly been thinking of moles plak ni cuba2 la buat2 paham. hehe. ok lets dive right into this holey moley things..

ever wondered what that black thingy everywhere on ur body is? duh, of course u know what it is. its ur mole, ur beauty mark, ur tahi lalat. some think of it as a curse, some see it as a stature of beauty, and some dont even realize that it was there. here are some MOLEY facts u need to know about ur little black dot...

What is it?
ok, dont freak out k? it's actually an abnormal collection of pigment cells present within the skin. doesn't mean u're abnormal, it's juz the clustering that's weird, and most people are born with a few and some are developed later in life.. see, no worries *grin*

Danger, mole ahead
now, not all moles are just a harmless dot on ur skin. some may develop into malignant melanoma, which is a fatal form of skin cancer. if u have more than 25, it's an indication that u may have it. now, if u're worried that it's malignant juz check for these symptoms; itchiness n pain, increasing size or irregular shapes n color changes, or if it's spontaneously bleeding, u may be in trouble! quick, go consult a doc!

Beauty Mark?
you've got a mole? congrats! many regard moles as a beauty factor of a person, n though many may not like it, it really does a lot by defining feature to your face! celebs with the much-sought-after beauty marks are to name a few; cindy crawford, marilyn monroe, natalie portman, eva mendes n datuk siti nurhalita eh silap siti nurhaliza haha (real n sexy); julia roberts, angelina jolie (real n not that sexy); paula abdul (real n not sexy, paula hates her mole); sarah jessica parker (real n err really not sexy?); britney spears (airbrushed most of the times); enrique iglesias, syafinaz selamat, azza elite, beego (previously got, now no more) n err.. phua chu kang. hihi.

didya know that mole on different places on the face has a significance? yup, many cultures believe that there are different meanings to where moles appear on ur face.. so look n see what ur little beauty marks means..

this signifies happiness (yay!) if it's on the right, it shows that u have exceptional qualities and if it's on the left, means u have great strength and determination.

if u have one under your right eyebrow, it means u have an outgoing personality, where else on the left eyebrow indicate high level of intelligence.

moles on the right side of the nose signify a person who loves to travel n have a passion for nature. moles on the left side means u're a person who can adapt easily to different surroundings.

if u have a little dot on ur ear, it means that u are a considerate person, and u're really lucky!

if it's near ur lips u'll have plenty of fun n laughter in ur life. u may also have lotsa fame if it's near ur ear. right cheek moles indicate that u have an attractive personality n left means u're focused (so that makes me a focused person huh?)

moles on the upper area of the lips suggests a person with a strong attitude n generous too (so that makes u my dear barney strong n generous. muahahaha!) if u have one on the lower lip area, it shows that u are a shy n slightly reserved person.

no la, it's not phua chu kang, but get this la.. a mole on the chin means u're one who tends to devour food more than necessary (huh? so meaning that sume org yg chumel2 dan mpunyai slera mkn yg agak smangat cam me ni ada mole kt chin la? but me xde pon.. hmm..) u also love to be on the move n have a thirst for adventure.

holey moley! thats a lot of info (n lotsa typing). so cukup la ek for now. will be back with more facts n infos next time. until then go start counting ur moles now. if u're unable to do that by urself gi la mintak tolong husband ke, adik bradik ke kengkawan ke. jgn gi mintak tolong pakwe plak. x kawin lg mana bley wei. dosa la ish2.. haha!

so daaa for now!! ciaozz!!

p/s: credits goes to myc! news for those infos above that i stole. sowiee.. hehe.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Dreams dan kepentingannya terhadap pembangunan insan..

the other day dh ckp psl sleep. today wanna talk bout dreams plak. in one of my previous posts i described in details one of the most memorable dreams i ever had (go check the post if u havent read it yet n tell me waddya think). n my biras (or should i say ex-biras hihi) also got infected with this virus of mimpi2 yg aneh dan ngarut2 ni. even that particular someone pon stating 'dreams' as his status today (u pon dh tjangkit virus ni gak ke my dear? haha). well, dreams is fascinating (n most of the times ridiculous). it holds its own mystery deep within it and that make me itchin to know more bout it. so here goes the research that i made today.

Our dreams combine verbal, visual and emotional stimuli into a sometimes broken, nonsensical but often entertaining story line. We can sometimes even solve problems in our sleep. Or can we? Many experts disagree on exactly what the purpose of our dreams might be. Are they strictly random brain impulses, or are our brains actually working through issues from our daily life while we sleep -- as a sort of coping mechanism? Should we even bother to interpret our dreams? Many say yes, that we have a great deal to learn from our dreams.

What do our dreams mean?

Common Dream Themes and Their Interpretations

Being naked in public
Most of us have had the dream at some point that we're at school, work or some social event, and we suddenly realize we forgot to put on clothes! Experts say this means:

We're trying to hide something (and without clothes we have a hard time doing that).
We're not prepared for something, like a presentation or test (and now everyone is going to know -- we're exposed!).
If we're naked but no one notices, then the interpretation is that whatever we're afraid of is unfounded. If we don't care that we're naked, the interpretation is that we're comfortable with who we are.

You're falling, falling, falling... and then you wake up. This is a very common dream and is said to symbolize insecurities and anxiety. Something in your life is essentially out of control and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Another interpretation is that you have a sense of failure about something. Maybe you're not doing well in school or at work and are afraid you're going to be fired or expelled. Again, you feel that you can't control the situation.

Being chased
The ever-popular chase dream can be extremely frightening. What it usually symbolizes is that you're running away from your problems. What that problem is depends on who is chasing you. It may be a problem at work, or it may be something about yourself that you know is destructive. For example, you may be drinking too much, and your dream may be telling you that your drinking is becoming a real problem.

Taking an exam (or forgetting that you have one)
This is another very common dream. You suddenly realize you are supposed to be taking an exam at that very moment. You might be running through the hallways and can't find the classroom. This type of dream can have several variations that have similar meanings. (Maybe your pen won't write, so you can't finish writing your answers.) What experts say this may mean is that you're being scrutinized about something or feel you're being tested -- maybe you're facing a challenge you don't think you're up to. You don't feel prepared or able to hold up to the scrutiny. It may also mean there is something you've neglected that you know needs your attention.

Many flying dreams are the result of lucid dreaming. Not all flying dreams are, however. Typically, dreaming that you are flying means you are on top of things. You are in control of the things that matter to you. Or, maybe you've just gained a new perspective on things. It may also mean you are strong willed and feel like no one and nothing can defeat you. If you are having problems maintaining your flight, someone or something may be standing in the way of you having control. If you are afraid while flying, you may have challenges that you don't feel up to.

Running, but going nowhere
This theme can also be part of the chasing dream. You're trying to run, but either your legs won't move or you simply aren't going anywhere -- as if you were on a treadmill. According to some, this dream means you have too much on your plate. You're trying to do too many things at once and can't catch up or ever get ahead.

Your teeth falling out
Many people have dreams that they lose all of their teeth. In this dream, they may feel something strange in their mouth and then spit teeth into their hand, eventually losing all of their teeth. According to some, our teeth are related to our sense of power and our ability to communicate. Losing our teeth not only makes us embarrassed by our appearance, which hinders our communications, but it also lessens our power because we may not speak our minds. It's also associated with feelings about our appearance.

Recurring Dreams and Nightmares

Many people have the same or a similar dream many times, over either a short period of time or their lifetime. Recurring dreams usually mean there is something in your life you've not acknowledged that is causing stress of some sort. The dream repeats because you have not corrected the problem. Another theory is that people who experience recurring dreams have some sort of trauma in their past they are trying to deal with. In this case, the dreams tend to lessen with time.

Nightmares are dreams that are so distressing they usually wake us up, at least partially. Nightmares can occur at any age but are seen in children with the most frequency. Nightmares usually cause strong feelings of fear, sadness or anxiety. Their causes are varied. Some medications cause nightmares (or cause them if you discontinue the medication abruptly). Traumatic events also cause nightmares.

Treatment for recurring nightmares usually starts with interpreting what is going on in the dream and comparing that with what is happening in the person's life. Another method of treating nightmares is through lucid dreaming. Through lucid dreaming, the dreamer can confront his or her attacker and, in some cases, end the nightmares.

so there u go. some of the facts that i discovered today (while shamelessly using and violating my company's internet facility). its juz a bit of this n that but still it is interesting to know (at least to me la. donno bout u guys). so thats it for now. will be back to bore all ur brains out with more bow-ring n useless facts/rambling another day.

till then sweet dreams peeps!! ok mr barney lets go dream together-gether now. ahak!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Sleepy oh Sleepy..

YAWN!! me so sleepy la peeps. help!! ada lab skang ni tp mata sikit punya berat brapa besar punya batu sana juga ada duduk. so sbgai usaha utk mcelikkan mata (dan minda) marilah kite bsama2 blaja tntg fenomena alam yg luar biasa bnama sleepy ini..

Q: Why sleep is important?
A: 1)Sleep Is a Basic Human Need
Sleep is a natural part of everybody's life, but many people know very little about how important it is, and some even try to get by with little sleep. Sleep is something our bodies need to do; it is not an option. Even though the exact reasons for sleep remain a mystery, we do know that during sleep many of the body's major organ and regulatory systems continue to work actively. Some parts of the brain actually increase their activity dramatically, and the body produces more of certain hormones.

Sleep, like diet and exercise, is important for our minds and bodies to function normally. In fact, sleep appears to be required for survival. Rats deprived of sleep die within two to three weeks, a time frame similar to death due to starvation.

An internal biological clock regulates the timing for sleep. It programs each person to feel sleepy during the nighttime hours and to be active during the daylight hours. Light is the cue that synchronizes the biological clock to the 24-hour cycle of day and night.

2)Problem Sleepiness Has Serious Consequences
Sleepiness due to chronic lack of adequate sleep is a big problem in the United States and affects many children as well as adults. Children and even adolescents need at least 9 hours of sleep each night to do their best. Most adults need approximately 8 hours of sleep each night.

When we get less sleep (even one hour less) than we need each night, we develop a "sleep debt." If the sleep debt becomes too great, it can lead to problem sleepiness – sleepiness that occurs when you should be awake and alert, that interferes with daily routine and activities, and reduces your ability to function. Even if you do not feel sleepy, the sleep debt can have a powerful negative effect on your daytime performance, thinking, and mood, and cause you to fall asleep at inappropriate and even dangerous times.

Problem sleepiness has serious consequences – it puts adolescents and adults at risk for drowsy driving or workplace accidents. In children, it increases the risk of accidents and injuries. In addition, lack of sleep can have a negative effect on children's performance in school, on the playground, in extracurricular activities, and in social relationships.

Inadequate sleep can cause decreases in:

~Reaction Times
~Consolidation of Information Learning

Inadequate sleep can cause increases in:

~Memory Lapses
~Accidents and Injuries
~Behavior Problems
~Mood Problems

3)Signs of Sleep Disorders
A child who has not obtained adequate nighttime sleep is at high risk for symptoms of physical and/or mental impairment. The child may fall asleep in school, have difficulty concentrating in school and other activities, and/or exhibit behavioral problems. Some children who are sleepy become agitated rather than lethargic and may be misdiagnosed as hyperactive. Not getting enough sleep is one cause of problem sleepiness. Undiagnosed/untreated sleep disorders can also cause problem sleepiness. Children as well as adults can suffer from sleep disorders. Parents should talk to their pediatrician about a possible sleep disorder if their child has any of the following:

~Breathing Pauses During Sleep
~Problems with Sleeping at Night
~Difficulty Staying Awake During the Day
~Unexplained Decrease in Daytime Performance

Q: Why do we tend to feel sleepy after a good meal?
A: The two most biologically "expensive" organs to run are, in order, the brain and the intestines. When you are digesting a large meal, a lot of the body's blood supply is diverted to around the intestines, both to carry the necessary oxygen to the tissues, and to pick up nutrients passed through into the body. This leaves your limbs feeling a bit heavy, and your brain (without as much of an oxygen supply, as it has been temporarily diverted) a bit sleepy.

Q: Why do people feel sleepy while reading?
A: Reading is an almost hypnotic action characterized by rhythmic eye movement, a relaxed physical position and a focus of attention. This combination produces somnolence and a decreased alertness unless the subject that you are reading calls for diverse intellectual operations as i.e. calculations and deductive thinking.

Q: Why do rainy days make us sleepy?
A: Most of us feel sleepy on the rainy day. Different people have different views about this aspect. This sleepiness may be because of the production of serotonin in our body in the dark rainy days are low. Serotonin is regulated by sunlight which effects mood.

Also the production of melatonin is increased in the dark i.e. in the rainy day. It is produced by a gland in the brain known as pineal gland. Scientists say that its formation is less in the sunlight and hence we didn’t feel much sleepy on a clear day as compared to the rainy day.

One reason for this could be that moisture gives relaxation to our body like we feel much relaxed after the shower Also the rhythm raindrops falling on the earth. The pleasant climate decrease in our daily activities. Increase of quietness and stillness and the mental caress that we get from rain lead us to feel sleepy on the cool rainy day.

Q: Why do we yawn when we’re sleepy?
A: 1)We yawn because we need extra oxygen. Our body senses we're running low on oxygen, and forces us to take an extra big gulp of air.

Problem: Why don't we yawn after running a mile? Surely, if there were ever a time we needed more oxygen, that would be it.

2)Yawning is healthy for our lungs. Perhaps, every now and then, we get pockets and wrinkles in our lungs. A deep breath and a good stretch will smooth these wrinkles out. We know that yawning is very common among creatures with a backbone, including fish, crocodiles, and humans. All these creatures have a special fluid in their lungs, and yawning might spread this fluid out.

Problem: This doesn't explain why yawning is "contagious."

3)Yawning is a form of social communication. A yawn is a sign we're sleepy. If lots of us start to yawn, then it's time for the whole group to go to bed. It's an unspoken agreement that we'll take a nap after Thanksgiving Dinner, and not sneak away to eat the leftover turkey.

Problem: This solution doesn't tell us why yawning is so common among creatures with a backbone. What's a goldfish trying to tell us when it yawns? Also, we yawn when we get up in the morning, even after a good night's rest. Does this mean we should go back to bed? That's a nice thought, but it doesn't explain yawning.

But there is one idea about yawning that everyone knows to be true. It's contagious. If you yawn in class, you'll probably notice a few other people will start yawning, too. Even thinking about yawning can get you yawning. How many times have you guys yawned while reading this article? YAWN!! Haha.

mesti ramai yg lg ngantuk lpas baca post ni kn. well, sbnanye utk pngetahuan korg sume rakyat2 jelataku, ni adalah agenda jahat beta utk mjangkitkn virus ngantuk beta ini kpd kalian sume. muahahahahaha!!! mane aci me sorg je yg ngantuk kn. kate member so kena la bsama2 bkongsi suka dan duka btol x? ahahahahahaha. slamat mngantukkn diri evrybody!! gud luck in ur quest of conquering sleepiness!!

miss sleepyhead out!!

Friday, August 1, 2008

O well, life goes on..

hari ni hari jumaat..
me missing me daily dose of joy..
o where o where can me barney be..
kejap ada kejap ilang..
me so hating that darn FB connection..
o well, life goes on..

me goin back to me hometown later..
me goin to meet me babies..
me miss me babies so much..
of coz me miss me family even more..
n me so gonna miss me barney this next few days..
o well, life goes on..

me goin back hometown to attend me friend's wedding..
semua org pon pakat2 nk kawen je..
x pon pakat2 nk branak..
when la is me turn..
ystrday me barney ask me when is me turn..
me ckp 'u la kawen dulu..'
tp sbnanye nk ckp 'u xnk kawen ngn i ke?'
o well, life goes on..

me barney is still being a biscuit..
nmpknye x dpt la nk bubbye me barney before me go back today..
but me barney oredi wished me a safe trip the other day..
ok la tu..
n nmpknye me opah kena tunggu lain kali la baru bleh knal ngn incek barney..
mntk2 opah pjg umo..
o well, life goes on..

today me workin half-day..
me wanna go back in a while..
me bored..
me dont have anythin better to do..
thats y me merepek2 like this..
rin if u r readin this, dont u dare laugh at me..
ur merepek dream was more merepek than me rambling ok..
u asked for me updates so this is what u'll get..
n me think only u can guess who mr barney is..
sshhhhh... hihi..
u noe rin, when anythin good or bad happens..
mr barney likes to say..
o well, life goes on..

ok that will do for me new post..
me tired of merepek oredi..
me wanna go..
me say bye bye all..
n me wish y'all a very good day..
n remember people, wateve happens juz say..
o well, life goes on..

I'm Yours..

current fav song..

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

note:credit to mokpah 4 d song X_x

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

"You Have 34,567 Friends!!" Oh Yeah?

As millions flock to social networking sites such as MySpace, Facebook, and Friendster, experts warn they could be putting themselves at risk from dangers such as identity theft and stalking. Take these basic precautions.

*Check the website's privacy policy. Some allow unrestricted access to posted content. If possible, restrict access to your profile so only close friends can view your information.

*Seriously consider omitting your fullname, address, phone number, pets' and maiden names or any personal details that can allude to passwords.

*Choose a username that doesn't contain personal info.

*Be aware that personal photos can be altered.

*The internet is open to the public, so only post stuff you don't mind strangers knowing. After all, you can't take it back - even if you delete it, older versions may exist on other people's computers.

*Don't believe everything you read online. Report anything or anyone suspicious to the website or police.

-Adapted from Reader's Digest issue April 2008-

so now boys n girls please stop asking me why i privated my pages (i.e MySpace, Facebook, Friendster) and didnt put my fullname, personal details n photos in most of them. tired of having to repeat my reasons to every single person who ask. now you know..