Just Feel Better..

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Boy I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feels better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind, yea
It's really getting old, and
I think I need a little help this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better..



note: am still numb, still confused n still in a morose n daze state. in desperate need of any lil thing to juz feel better.. :(

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things r gettin weirder n weirder on this side
n things r getting weirder n weirder on the other side too
i thought i finally found my answers
n my way out of this
guess i was wrong
i didnt juz not get any answers
but things r gettin more messed up day by day
i donno wats happening here
i donno wat is God's plan for me
i'm more frustrated n confused of this situation now than ever
i'm desperate to escape from here
i need to get myself away from all this confusion
i cant stay in this anymore
i'm not strong enough to go on
i've been on this road to nowhere forever
i need to find the exit
i'm tired of embarking on this journey
i wanna stop
but i donno how
y give me hopes
only to crush me in the end
i'm tired of all this
i'm really, really tired
please get me outta here
i cant go on anymore
i have to get on with my life at some point
i need to try n open my heart for another journey
but i cant do that when i'm stuck here without any mean of escape
without any mean of closure
if there's no future for me here
please get me away from this
give me that closure i'm longing for
coz i dont wanna wait no more
all this is killin me
it's draining me inside out
i had enough
i'm done
done..
done?
am i really?
who am i kidding..

"Me likes to"

this is easy n fun. all u have to do is..

a. Go to Google
b. Type your name and the words "likes to" all in quotation marks. (e.g. "Stephen likes to")
c. Report back on the first TEN things that come up for your name.

1) Halie likes to play around the house or cheer on the Bucklin Red Aces sports team.

2) Halie likes to laugh and relishes in sarcastic humor.

3) Halie likes to go shopping during off hours and is trying to improve skill in order to get ahead professionally.

4) Halie likes to play peek a boo pictures, videos, images and albums from Webshots.

5) Halie Likes to dance and i decided to video tape it - its SOOO cute :)

6) Halie likes to run around the yard and go to the beach!

7) Halie likes to practice her ninja skills as well, but she is a little shy so she busts them out when she is really mad.

8) Halie likes to smell the roses. What a dork!

9) Halie likes to model and Tori likes to chill but they're still so cute.

10) Halie likes to eat, a girl after my own heart. I love you Hayhay!!


p/s: i can think of hundreds other nicknames for Halie but Hayhay??!! seriously..

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since this is quite fun i decided to google the name of 'Org itu' n this is the result.
note: i put 'Org itu' here as the substitute of that person real name. i use the real name when i googled. nk cari mati la kalu ltak nama btol dia kt cni..

1) 'Org itu' likes to take picture.....say cheesessssss.

2) 'Org itu' likes to take his bones to the back yard and bury them all over the place. He also loves eating and sleeping.

3) 'Org itu' likes to read street signs and run vey fast.

4) 'Org itu' likes to play play play. He played with dinosaurs. He played with toys. He played with eyes and helicopters and noses and beds and dolls..

5) 'Org itu' likes to run around the house like a fool and me just gets the heck out of his way.

6) 'Org itu' likes to take a nap with me. He slept 20 hours and a half.

7) 'Org itu' likes to wake up in the middle of the night. He likes to have his pacifier and bear-bear.

8) 'Org itu' likes to go outside and eat grass. He likes to try mud in his mouth.

9) 'Org itu' likes to use brands like Armani, Hugo Boss, Rohit Bal and Ravi Bajaj. Colognes are Versus by Versace, Kitone and Polo Sport.

10) 'Org itu' likes to play with other dogs too. He would benefit from further training; he is a very bright lad who likes to learn new things.

xtra) If 'Org itu' likes to grow in water (or other liquid), then I predict that he will increase in size from 4 1/4 squares to xxx squares in one day.

very fascinating that guy..

btw sesapa yg rasa nk buat tag ni buat je la. i'm tagging evrybody who read this post. ^_~

It's a big, big.....

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

I can see the first leaves falling
It's all so yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

Love Test..

The Questions..

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long?
- Long

2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination. What number of white and/or red do you pick?
- 10 red roses n 10 white roses

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself?
- The family member gets him

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?
- On the bed

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep?
- Asleep

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain or more interesting road?
- Long

My answers mean..

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
- You chose the long road. You take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.
- You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.
- You asked the family member to get your significant other. You like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.
- You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
- You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
- You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.


Happy Valentine for those who celebrate it n for those who dont, love can be celebrated in many other ways instead anyway. <3

xoxo