Do i look pregnant to u??

hari ini hari jumaat. lately my blog entries asik start ngn ayat tu je kn. hehe. anyway hari ni sgt2 rase x sihat. dont feel so good. headache, runny nose, sore throat n all those symptoms that come with being down with fever sume ada. but nonetheless i still go to work today. bese la pekeje harapan nusa dan bangsa la katakn. so normally if i'm sick i'm a wreck. nmpk cam sgt x stabil dan x bmaya je. ditmbah ngn rupa yg sgt mgkagumkan org. (sila imagine sndiri)

so sprti bese dlm kul 7.30am me dh oredi tpacak kt stesen putra bangsar tu tunggu train. train smpai, naik train. train sgt sesak ngn commuters so normally x dpt la duduk. so i had to stand. berdiri punye berdiri smbil ditemani muka 'hospital' tahap power rangers tetiba rase ada org cuit tgn. perkara 1st yg dipikir ialah "adakah daku mngenali si pencuit tsebut?" tp konfem x knal la sapekah gerangan si pencuit. then tetiba die tunjuk seat die (si pencuit tsebut sdg duduk). she offer me her seat!! n i was thinkin "apsal plak die offer seat die kt aku plak ni?". x penah2 ada org offer seat kpd diriku ini. plus ramai lg org yg tgh bdiri kt dpn dia. why me yg bdiri agak jauh dr bliau ni yg dioffernye? so of coz la prasaan konpius n concious mnguasai diri. so sterusnye secara otomatiknye terus tpikir "aku ni ada nmpk cam org pregnant ke? salah dressup ke aku ari ni?" (i'm wearing an empire cut blouse top with a blazer cut jacket). sy tau sy mmg brada di dlm kategori org2 yg agak 'chumel' dan 'sehat' tp xkn la sy klihatan sgt2 'smangat' hingga disangka pregnant plak kn.

bbalik kpd si pencuit td, so sy dgn rndah dirinye geleng la kpala kate xpe xpyh la. si pencuit pon senyap la. ingatkn abes takat situ je. pastu selang satu stesen lg die cuit lg soh duduk gk. siap bangun n tarik me soh duduk gk. so no choice have to sit gk la kn. dgn konpius yg mggunung tinggi i said thx n sit la gk. tp segan gila Tuhan je la yg tau sbb xtau knapa sang pencuit bria2 nk soh sy duduk gk. seriously rase self-concious yg tramat sgt. dh la org2 kliling tu pndang2 je time nk duduk tu. tp xkn la nk tanye kt bliau plak knapa bliau bg sy duduk tol x. kalu org dh buat baik tu jgn la byk soal plak. org bbudi kita bbahasa la kn.

tp spjg2 train ride tu bcampur baur prasaan dan pikiran yg mjelma. nk gelak ada, klaka ada, malu ada, segan ada, sume ada la. dh la sang pencuit kekal bdiri di depanku smpai la bliau itu turun di klcc. n then sesampainye sy di opisku ini the 1st thing i ask my colleague adalah "do i look really sick or do i look pregnant to u?" n he said "u look more like a sick person la. u look pale" still x puas ati dgn jwpn tsbut sy pegi tanye org lain plak. diorg pn ckp mana ada sy nmpk cam org pregnant. walaupon ada sdikit lega mndengar pendapat2 keramat diorg itu tp ati yg slalu self-concious ni still gk x pecaya dan tetap bpikir bahwa xkn la diorg nk ckp sy nmpk cam org pregnant plak. xkn la diorg nk sound direct camtu plak. jd hingga la ke saat ini sy maseh lg konpius tahap mlampau punye di atas kejadian tsebut.

so kpd sesape yg mngenali sy secara fizikal adakah anda rasa sy kelihatan seperti ibu2 mngandung ataupun sy je yg prasan lebih? krana mana la tau mungkin benar kata2 opismate sy bahwa sy mmg klihatan seperti org yg sgt sakit. huhu. tp jika anda rasa sy mmg nmpk cam pregnant maka maknanye sy mmg in desperate need to lose weight la nmpknye.

hadoooiiii... huwaaaaaaa!!!!!! sedeeeeyyyyyyy.......

nk gi join org yg tgh mnyuruk utk mnyuruk bsama gk la kalu cmni!!! (sila rujuk blog entry yg sblom ni). sob sob... T_T

The Wonderful, Wonderful Game of Hide-and-Seek..

kecik2 dulu biasa kn main nyorok2? sape x penah main nyorok2 masa kecik2 dulu mmg bkn brasal dr planet bumi la. normally this is how u play hide n seek..

#Step1 Play with at least two person.
#Step2 Select an area in which to play the game. Designate a specific area with clear boundaries.
#Step3 Have everyone gather around a tree or other landmark, which will be "home base."
#Step4 Announce that you are "It."
#Step5 Close your eyes (no peeking!) and count to 10 or 20 or whatever number seems appropriate based on the ages of the children playing.
#Step6 Make sure that the rest of the players hide while you are counting.
#Step7 Call out, "Ready or not here I come, (or somethin like that la)" when you have finished counting.
#Step8 Go and look for the other players.
#Step9 Be alert, because, as you are searching, the others are trying to run to home base.
#Step10 Try to find and touch, or "tag," the hidden players.
#Step11 Try, at the same time, to tag the running players before they get to home base.
#Step12 Forget about the players who get to home base without being tagged, because they are "safe."
#Step13 Remember the first player you tag. That person will be "It" in the next round.
#Step14 Be "It" again if you don't tag any of the players and they all get home safe.

so thats how u normally play hide n seek. if one is hiding one is surely will want to seek for the missing person isnt it? so u cant blame ME for wanting to find somebody who is in hiding can u? its ur normal instincts to feel curious (of why one is missing), worried (in case anythin bad happen to them), crushed (bcoz u are thinkin that maybe u did somethin wrong to trigger to the dissapearance of that missing person), n 1001 other feelings included. so when that 'somebody' went missing my 1st instinct is to go n find him/her. but to my annoyance clearly that person dont wanna be seek of. so if that is how 'u' want it to be then that is what 'u' gonna get. i seek u once n u plainly dont appreciate it (n dont want it too). so i can assure u there'll be no seeking from me next time. u wanna hide for good? then go hide for all i care.

me done. duh.

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KOSONG

Kamu seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku
Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari fikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu

Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku


CINTA DALAM HATI

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Holey Moley!

today xde keje nk buat coz it's friday again (one of my few free days) n my regu utk bchatting pon kmbali mjadi beskut (again) n that make me think of.. well, moles (huh?). haha. kpd sesapa yg paham tu paham la. yg x paham y i suddenly been thinking of moles plak ni cuba2 la buat2 paham. hehe. ok lets dive right into this holey moley things..

ever wondered what that black thingy everywhere on ur body is? duh, of course u know what it is. its ur mole, ur beauty mark, ur tahi lalat. some think of it as a curse, some see it as a stature of beauty, and some dont even realize that it was there. here are some MOLEY facts u need to know about ur little black dot...

What is it?
ok, dont freak out k? it's actually an abnormal collection of pigment cells present within the skin. doesn't mean u're abnormal, it's juz the clustering that's weird, and most people are born with a few and some are developed later in life.. see, no worries *grin*

Danger, mole ahead
now, not all moles are just a harmless dot on ur skin. some may develop into malignant melanoma, which is a fatal form of skin cancer. if u have more than 25, it's an indication that u may have it. now, if u're worried that it's malignant juz check for these symptoms; itchiness n pain, increasing size or irregular shapes n color changes, or if it's spontaneously bleeding, u may be in trouble! quick, go consult a doc!

Beauty Mark?
you've got a mole? congrats! many regard moles as a beauty factor of a person, n though many may not like it, it really does a lot by defining feature to your face! celebs with the much-sought-after beauty marks are to name a few; cindy crawford, marilyn monroe, natalie portman, eva mendes n datuk siti nurhalita eh silap siti nurhaliza haha (real n sexy); julia roberts, angelina jolie (real n not that sexy); paula abdul (real n not sexy, paula hates her mole); sarah jessica parker (real n err really not sexy?); britney spears (airbrushed most of the times); enrique iglesias, syafinaz selamat, azza elite, beego (previously got, now no more) n err.. phua chu kang. hihi.

didya know that mole on different places on the face has a significance? yup, many cultures believe that there are different meanings to where moles appear on ur face.. so look n see what ur little beauty marks means..

Forehead
this signifies happiness (yay!) if it's on the right, it shows that u have exceptional qualities and if it's on the left, means u have great strength and determination.

Eyebrow
if u have one under your right eyebrow, it means u have an outgoing personality, where else on the left eyebrow indicate high level of intelligence.

Nose
moles on the right side of the nose signify a person who loves to travel n have a passion for nature. moles on the left side means u're a person who can adapt easily to different surroundings.

Ears
if u have a little dot on ur ear, it means that u are a considerate person, and u're really lucky!

Cheek
if it's near ur lips u'll have plenty of fun n laughter in ur life. u may also have lotsa fame if it's near ur ear. right cheek moles indicate that u have an attractive personality n left means u're focused (so that makes me a focused person huh?)

Lips
moles on the upper area of the lips suggests a person with a strong attitude n generous too (so that makes u my dear barney strong n generous. muahahaha!) if u have one on the lower lip area, it shows that u are a shy n slightly reserved person.

Chin
no la, it's not phua chu kang, but get this la.. a mole on the chin means u're one who tends to devour food more than necessary (huh? so meaning that sume org yg chumel2 dan mpunyai slera mkn yg agak smangat cam me ni ada mole kt chin la? but me xde pon.. hmm..) u also love to be on the move n have a thirst for adventure.

holey moley! thats a lot of info (n lotsa typing). so cukup la ek for now. will be back with more facts n infos next time. until then go start counting ur moles now. if u're unable to do that by urself gi la mintak tolong husband ke, adik bradik ke kengkawan ke. jgn gi mintak tolong pakwe plak. x kawin lg mana bley wei. dosa la ish2.. haha!

so daaa for now!! ciaozz!!



p/s: credits goes to myc! news for those infos above that i stole. sowiee.. hehe.

Dreams dan kepentingannya terhadap pembangunan insan..

the other day dh ckp psl sleep. today wanna talk bout dreams plak. in one of my previous posts i described in details one of the most memorable dreams i ever had (go check the post if u havent read it yet n tell me waddya think). n my biras (or should i say ex-biras hihi) also got infected with this virus of mimpi2 yg aneh dan ngarut2 ni. even that particular someone pon stating 'dreams' as his status today (u pon dh tjangkit virus ni gak ke my dear? haha). well, dreams is fascinating (n most of the times ridiculous). it holds its own mystery deep within it and that make me itchin to know more bout it. so here goes the research that i made today.

Our dreams combine verbal, visual and emotional stimuli into a sometimes broken, nonsensical but often entertaining story line. We can sometimes even solve problems in our sleep. Or can we? Many experts disagree on exactly what the purpose of our dreams might be. Are they strictly random brain impulses, or are our brains actually working through issues from our daily life while we sleep -- as a sort of coping mechanism? Should we even bother to interpret our dreams? Many say yes, that we have a great deal to learn from our dreams.

What do our dreams mean?

Common Dream Themes and Their Interpretations

Being naked in public
Most of us have had the dream at some point that we're at school, work or some social event, and we suddenly realize we forgot to put on clothes! Experts say this means:

We're trying to hide something (and without clothes we have a hard time doing that).
We're not prepared for something, like a presentation or test (and now everyone is going to know -- we're exposed!).
If we're naked but no one notices, then the interpretation is that whatever we're afraid of is unfounded. If we don't care that we're naked, the interpretation is that we're comfortable with who we are.

Falling
You're falling, falling, falling... and then you wake up. This is a very common dream and is said to symbolize insecurities and anxiety. Something in your life is essentially out of control and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Another interpretation is that you have a sense of failure about something. Maybe you're not doing well in school or at work and are afraid you're going to be fired or expelled. Again, you feel that you can't control the situation.

Being chased
The ever-popular chase dream can be extremely frightening. What it usually symbolizes is that you're running away from your problems. What that problem is depends on who is chasing you. It may be a problem at work, or it may be something about yourself that you know is destructive. For example, you may be drinking too much, and your dream may be telling you that your drinking is becoming a real problem.

Taking an exam (or forgetting that you have one)
This is another very common dream. You suddenly realize you are supposed to be taking an exam at that very moment. You might be running through the hallways and can't find the classroom. This type of dream can have several variations that have similar meanings. (Maybe your pen won't write, so you can't finish writing your answers.) What experts say this may mean is that you're being scrutinized about something or feel you're being tested -- maybe you're facing a challenge you don't think you're up to. You don't feel prepared or able to hold up to the scrutiny. It may also mean there is something you've neglected that you know needs your attention.

Flying
Many flying dreams are the result of lucid dreaming. Not all flying dreams are, however. Typically, dreaming that you are flying means you are on top of things. You are in control of the things that matter to you. Or, maybe you've just gained a new perspective on things. It may also mean you are strong willed and feel like no one and nothing can defeat you. If you are having problems maintaining your flight, someone or something may be standing in the way of you having control. If you are afraid while flying, you may have challenges that you don't feel up to.

Running, but going nowhere
This theme can also be part of the chasing dream. You're trying to run, but either your legs won't move or you simply aren't going anywhere -- as if you were on a treadmill. According to some, this dream means you have too much on your plate. You're trying to do too many things at once and can't catch up or ever get ahead.

Your teeth falling out
Many people have dreams that they lose all of their teeth. In this dream, they may feel something strange in their mouth and then spit teeth into their hand, eventually losing all of their teeth. According to some, our teeth are related to our sense of power and our ability to communicate. Losing our teeth not only makes us embarrassed by our appearance, which hinders our communications, but it also lessens our power because we may not speak our minds. It's also associated with feelings about our appearance.

Recurring Dreams and Nightmares

Many people have the same or a similar dream many times, over either a short period of time or their lifetime. Recurring dreams usually mean there is something in your life you've not acknowledged that is causing stress of some sort. The dream repeats because you have not corrected the problem. Another theory is that people who experience recurring dreams have some sort of trauma in their past they are trying to deal with. In this case, the dreams tend to lessen with time.

Nightmares are dreams that are so distressing they usually wake us up, at least partially. Nightmares can occur at any age but are seen in children with the most frequency. Nightmares usually cause strong feelings of fear, sadness or anxiety. Their causes are varied. Some medications cause nightmares (or cause them if you discontinue the medication abruptly). Traumatic events also cause nightmares.

Treatment for recurring nightmares usually starts with interpreting what is going on in the dream and comparing that with what is happening in the person's life. Another method of treating nightmares is through lucid dreaming. Through lucid dreaming, the dreamer can confront his or her attacker and, in some cases, end the nightmares.

so there u go. some of the facts that i discovered today (while shamelessly using and violating my company's internet facility). its juz a bit of this n that but still it is interesting to know (at least to me la. donno bout u guys). so thats it for now. will be back to bore all ur brains out with more bow-ring n useless facts/rambling another day.

till then sweet dreams peeps!! ok mr barney lets go dream together-gether now. ahak!

Sleepy oh Sleepy..

YAWN!! me so sleepy la peeps. help!! ada lab skang ni tp mata sikit punya berat brapa besar punya batu sana juga ada duduk. so sbgai usaha utk mcelikkan mata (dan minda) marilah kite bsama2 blaja tntg fenomena alam yg luar biasa bnama sleepy ini..

Q: Why sleep is important?
A: 1)Sleep Is a Basic Human Need
Sleep is a natural part of everybody's life, but many people know very little about how important it is, and some even try to get by with little sleep. Sleep is something our bodies need to do; it is not an option. Even though the exact reasons for sleep remain a mystery, we do know that during sleep many of the body's major organ and regulatory systems continue to work actively. Some parts of the brain actually increase their activity dramatically, and the body produces more of certain hormones.

Sleep, like diet and exercise, is important for our minds and bodies to function normally. In fact, sleep appears to be required for survival. Rats deprived of sleep die within two to three weeks, a time frame similar to death due to starvation.

An internal biological clock regulates the timing for sleep. It programs each person to feel sleepy during the nighttime hours and to be active during the daylight hours. Light is the cue that synchronizes the biological clock to the 24-hour cycle of day and night.

2)Problem Sleepiness Has Serious Consequences
Sleepiness due to chronic lack of adequate sleep is a big problem in the United States and affects many children as well as adults. Children and even adolescents need at least 9 hours of sleep each night to do their best. Most adults need approximately 8 hours of sleep each night.

When we get less sleep (even one hour less) than we need each night, we develop a "sleep debt." If the sleep debt becomes too great, it can lead to problem sleepiness – sleepiness that occurs when you should be awake and alert, that interferes with daily routine and activities, and reduces your ability to function. Even if you do not feel sleepy, the sleep debt can have a powerful negative effect on your daytime performance, thinking, and mood, and cause you to fall asleep at inappropriate and even dangerous times.

Problem sleepiness has serious consequences – it puts adolescents and adults at risk for drowsy driving or workplace accidents. In children, it increases the risk of accidents and injuries. In addition, lack of sleep can have a negative effect on children's performance in school, on the playground, in extracurricular activities, and in social relationships.

Inadequate sleep can cause decreases in:

~Performance
~Concentration
~Reaction Times
~Consolidation of Information Learning

Inadequate sleep can cause increases in:

~Memory Lapses
~Accidents and Injuries
~Behavior Problems
~Mood Problems

3)Signs of Sleep Disorders
A child who has not obtained adequate nighttime sleep is at high risk for symptoms of physical and/or mental impairment. The child may fall asleep in school, have difficulty concentrating in school and other activities, and/or exhibit behavioral problems. Some children who are sleepy become agitated rather than lethargic and may be misdiagnosed as hyperactive. Not getting enough sleep is one cause of problem sleepiness. Undiagnosed/untreated sleep disorders can also cause problem sleepiness. Children as well as adults can suffer from sleep disorders. Parents should talk to their pediatrician about a possible sleep disorder if their child has any of the following:

~Snoring
~Breathing Pauses During Sleep
~Problems with Sleeping at Night
~Difficulty Staying Awake During the Day
~Unexplained Decrease in Daytime Performance

Q: Why do we tend to feel sleepy after a good meal?
A: The two most biologically "expensive" organs to run are, in order, the brain and the intestines. When you are digesting a large meal, a lot of the body's blood supply is diverted to around the intestines, both to carry the necessary oxygen to the tissues, and to pick up nutrients passed through into the body. This leaves your limbs feeling a bit heavy, and your brain (without as much of an oxygen supply, as it has been temporarily diverted) a bit sleepy.

Q: Why do people feel sleepy while reading?
A: Reading is an almost hypnotic action characterized by rhythmic eye movement, a relaxed physical position and a focus of attention. This combination produces somnolence and a decreased alertness unless the subject that you are reading calls for diverse intellectual operations as i.e. calculations and deductive thinking.

Q: Why do rainy days make us sleepy?
A: Most of us feel sleepy on the rainy day. Different people have different views about this aspect. This sleepiness may be because of the production of serotonin in our body in the dark rainy days are low. Serotonin is regulated by sunlight which effects mood.

Also the production of melatonin is increased in the dark i.e. in the rainy day. It is produced by a gland in the brain known as pineal gland. Scientists say that its formation is less in the sunlight and hence we didn’t feel much sleepy on a clear day as compared to the rainy day.

One reason for this could be that moisture gives relaxation to our body like we feel much relaxed after the shower Also the rhythm raindrops falling on the earth. The pleasant climate decrease in our daily activities. Increase of quietness and stillness and the mental caress that we get from rain lead us to feel sleepy on the cool rainy day.

Q: Why do we yawn when we’re sleepy?
A: 1)We yawn because we need extra oxygen. Our body senses we're running low on oxygen, and forces us to take an extra big gulp of air.

Problem: Why don't we yawn after running a mile? Surely, if there were ever a time we needed more oxygen, that would be it.

2)Yawning is healthy for our lungs. Perhaps, every now and then, we get pockets and wrinkles in our lungs. A deep breath and a good stretch will smooth these wrinkles out. We know that yawning is very common among creatures with a backbone, including fish, crocodiles, and humans. All these creatures have a special fluid in their lungs, and yawning might spread this fluid out.

Problem: This doesn't explain why yawning is "contagious."

3)Yawning is a form of social communication. A yawn is a sign we're sleepy. If lots of us start to yawn, then it's time for the whole group to go to bed. It's an unspoken agreement that we'll take a nap after Thanksgiving Dinner, and not sneak away to eat the leftover turkey.

Problem: This solution doesn't tell us why yawning is so common among creatures with a backbone. What's a goldfish trying to tell us when it yawns? Also, we yawn when we get up in the morning, even after a good night's rest. Does this mean we should go back to bed? That's a nice thought, but it doesn't explain yawning.

But there is one idea about yawning that everyone knows to be true. It's contagious. If you yawn in class, you'll probably notice a few other people will start yawning, too. Even thinking about yawning can get you yawning. How many times have you guys yawned while reading this article? YAWN!! Haha.

mesti ramai yg lg ngantuk lpas baca post ni kn. well, sbnanye utk pngetahuan korg sume rakyat2 jelataku, ni adalah agenda jahat beta utk mjangkitkn virus ngantuk beta ini kpd kalian sume. muahahahahaha!!! mane aci me sorg je yg ngantuk kn. kate member so kena la bsama2 bkongsi suka dan duka btol x? ahahahahahaha. slamat mngantukkn diri evrybody!! gud luck in ur quest of conquering sleepiness!!

miss sleepyhead out!!

O well, life goes on..

hari ni hari jumaat..
me missing me daily dose of joy..
o where o where can me barney be..
kejap ada kejap ilang..
me so hating that darn FB connection..
o well, life goes on..

me goin back to me hometown later..
me goin to meet me babies..
me miss me babies so much..
of coz me miss me family even more..
n me so gonna miss me barney this next few days..
sigh..
o well, life goes on..

me goin back hometown to attend me friend's wedding..
semua org pon pakat2 nk kawen je..
x pon pakat2 nk branak..
when la is me turn..
ystrday me barney ask me when is me turn..
me ckp 'u la kawen dulu..'
tp sbnanye nk ckp 'u xnk kawen ngn i ke?'
hahahahahaha..
o well, life goes on..

me barney is still being a biscuit..
nmpknye x dpt la nk bubbye me barney before me go back today..
but me barney oredi wished me a safe trip the other day..
ok la tu..
n nmpknye me opah kena tunggu lain kali la baru bleh knal ngn incek barney..
mntk2 opah pjg umo..
o well, life goes on..

today me workin half-day..
me wanna go back in a while..
me bored..
me dont have anythin better to do..
thats y me merepek2 like this..
rin if u r readin this, dont u dare laugh at me..
ur merepek dream was more merepek than me rambling ok..
haha..
u asked for me updates so this is what u'll get..
n me think only u can guess who mr barney is..
sshhhhh... hihi..
u noe rin, when anythin good or bad happens..
mr barney likes to say..
o well, life goes on..

ok that will do for me new post..
me tired of merepek oredi..
me wanna go..
me say bye bye all..
n me wish y'all a very good day..
n remember people, wateve happens juz say..
o well, life goes on..

I'm Yours..

current fav song..

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours


note:credit to mokpah 4 d song X_x